**** this one is not good at all, but i had to get it out there ****

i feel the way i feel and you feel without feeling

if i could make it another way

i would go back

back to yesterday

last week

any moment but this

when i realized that you have never really been here

you couldn't be me

you could never walk a moment here

so take your judgement and burn

i hate you for making me be the strong one all the time

i hate you for making me love you

i love you for not hating me

too much

too many thoughts

just give me peace

where are the drugs?