Ripp's blog: "Newborn"

Inside Out

At night I can't seem to get no sleep.
I think there's someone out to get me.
I've got my ammunition I'm ready for war.
Sittin back at the crib and waiting patiently.
Why does it gotta result to this?
Reminisce of all the innocent things I miss.
Can't spend time dwelling on the past.
I'll be the one to feel the gun blast.
Disrespected for way to long.
This pain keeps going on and on.
Now it's time for me to grab my steel
I'm showin the world just how I feel.

It's too late I'm turning inside out.
There's no escape there's no way out of this.

Every night I wake up in my dreams.
Out of control I loose sanity.
Darkness rises from within.
I loose grip on reality.
Why does it gotta result to this?
Poppin shots when we shoulda been poppin some Crys.
Can't forget the things you did to me.
Smothering me so I can't breathe.
Disrespected for way to long.
This pain keeps going on and on.
Now it's time for me to grab my steel
I'm showin the world just how I feel.

[Chorus]

I'm turning inside out there's no way to escape.

[Chorus]

Awkward Silence

Open your eyes and look inside my twisted world.
Hope you realize that I could never go on without you.
Open your eyes and see my walls are crashing down.
Cover my eyes for the last time.

Tell me everything I need to know.
Knowing me I will always loose control.

Take it all away from me.
Only do I live today to tell you.
Smash my face again for nothing.
And you, you're gonna get what you deserve.

Open your mind and see that there's much more to me.
Hope you realize I know my hope for life's disappearing.
Open your mind and please don't leave me hear all alone.
Cover my eyes for the last time.

Tell me everything I need to know.
Knowing me I will always loose control.

[Chorus]

Every time that you're getting inside my twisted head.
I find it's crazy corrupt that I wish you were dead.
I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring, stirring inside.
You know I felt this pain today.
It's one of many so it doesn't matter anyway.
I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring inside.

[Chorus]

Awkward Silence

Open your eyes and look inside my twisted world.
Hope you realize that I could never go on without you.
Open your eyes and see my walls are crashing down.
Cover my eyes for the last time.

Tell me everything I need to know.
Knowing me I will always loose control.

Take it all away from me.
Only do I live today to tell you.
Smash my face again for nothing.
And you, you're gonna get what you deserve.

Open your mind and see that there's much more to me.
Hope you realize I know my hope for life's disappearing.
Open your mind and please don't leave me hear all alone.
Cover my eyes for the last time.

Tell me everything I need to know.
Knowing me I will always loose control.

[Chorus]

Every time that you're getting inside my twisted head.
I find it's crazy corrupt that I wish you were dead.
I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring, stirring inside.
You know I felt this pain today.
It's one of many so it doesn't matter anyway.
I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring inside.

[Chorus]

Newborn

Saw you just the other day
I cant bare to see your face
and i know its my fault inside
You feel all this pain

I barely have the strength to move on
i got this guilt thats somethings wrong
so i just turn my head and walk the other way
i try to stick up for myself
all you do is bring me down so im tellin you exactly what i think

pull yourself to even the score
fuck everything that you stand for
and i know i cant take this nemore

cause its over
cause its over
cause its over now
cause nothin lasts forever

remember how i was back in the day
all we used to do is play
fanatasies that everything would be ok
people grew up people change
thingsll never be the same
but i know i miss you so fucking much

cause its over
cause its over
cause its over now
cause nothin lasts forever

i go on about my day
hopin everythings ok
but i feel this in my mind
i will never ever hide
and its locked inside my brain
i cant seem to get away
because nothin lasts forever

everything is not ok
i could tell your afraid
come on and run away

Run Away

you think your makin it too hard
with this sickness in my mind
you keep fuckin with me bitch
i know that i can hide no matter hwat you do or what you say to me
i keep fightin
and know this shit is fucked up

back on up
when im roll up my sleeve
forget this pain thats takin over me
im comin on by myside
its friday night and im ready to rock so bring it on

its over
cause its over
cause its over now

i go on about my day
hopin everythings ok
but i feel this in my mind
i will never ever hide
and its locked inside my brain
i cant seem to get away
because nothin lasts forever

RUN AWAY!!!