MINDFREAKFREDDY's blog: "new to this"

FRIENDS "No one really knows What kind of bond we share And even if I told them They probably wouldn't care You are very dear to me I hope you know it's true And now that you are sick Tell me what that I should do? While you've been gone A part of me has been lost It's like I've taken our friendship for granted And now I'm paying the cost I never knew how much you meant to me Until you went away The thought of you being really sick Haunted me every day I spent a few days at school alone And my weekend was such a bore A lot of my time was spent in my room I think my mom's ready to break down the door And now I make this vow to you To keep until the end I'll help you through the pain and tears Until our rivers bend So if you ever need someone You know just who to call I'll be here by the phone To catch you if you fall.

CRY I cry each day as the day grows, The pain doesn't seem to slow, With in the time spend in getting older and I seem to grow, As I look out side and see the snow, I wish I could be there as the other young ones play in the snow. I cry each day knowing that the days are getting shorter, I have one wish that is to fly, to see the open sky, My dream will one day come true but I am also still lost in the blues.

come on people why add people just so others can see u are on others lists to get points or look good why dont u chat make a friend maybe 1 day u might need one do u people agree with me or not let me know..........

In my deepest nights i have awaited some1 to feel me in side feel the warmth of my skin the touch of my heart is there suck 1 out there that can heal my pain bandage my bleeding heart and clear my mind from so much hurt ..... WHO ARE YOU? CAN U HEAR ME? CAN YOU U FEEL ME? WILL YOU HEAL ME? WILL U WASH AWAY MY TEARS OF PAIN...... FREDDY@>--------------

i LIKE TO THANK CHRISTIN THAT IS ON MY FRIENDS LIST FOR BEING A FRIEND WE HAV GREAT TALKS CLEAN CHATS WE BOTH ARE RELAXED WHEN WE TALK I THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING THERE KEEP SMILLING YOU ARE A HOT 1 DONT LET THEM FOOL YOU U DESERVE TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT. LOTS OF HUGGS AND KISSES FROM ME TO YOU MUAHHHHHHHHHHH FREDDY@>--------------

1 time in my life i ahve opened myself to a specail person feelfor her and with in 5 years she hurt me walked all over me since then its been hard to open up when i do i allways get walked on why cant i just meet some 1 that will take me for what i am why is so hard tell me then........

i been on this for a while day by day i come on just to have a convo with any 1 its sad that people wont even respond back even if i just send a hello or want to chatwhy do people just bother coming on here what to add people just to be center of attention thats childish

In the past few months i have lost a few family mebers due to cancer the yungest was my NIECE AMANDA past away at the age of 19 3 months ago had a long battle fighting cancer it started at the age of 13 years old she fought it hard and kept in heart to help others fight cancer by selling sandels ribbins and many more as the years wen by she attended school in boston and made many friends met her first love wich he stood by her side till the end. Her wishes before she past away is for all to help on donating to cancer and to all smile she has opened her self to god and his home her pain has healed she will not suffer anymore she will be allwys loved and be missed she is a angel AMANDA I DO LOVE YOU I MISS YOU SO MUCH........ So people is it ok to still hold on to her in my thoughs please feel free to share your thoughts

well people i been on this for a while and still cant get into loundges please leave me a message or add me as a friend

whu is it messed up when u are single nobody wants any thing to do with you but soon as you find the right one everyone comes out of the woodwork and want to go out with you.... Can any 1explain thaT too me?