Well this is it; today i start the new job. It's been so long since ive been like this, nervous and unsure of myself. It feels like the first day of school as a kid; and not in a good way! I don't know anybody, will I make friends? Do you think they dress like they did at my old school? Will the work be harder than my old school? Will they think I'm dumb? Ahh to be young again; i wouldnt go back to that time if i could!
It took all my control not to drive down to see Alli this weekend, she's got a lot happening this week and i was tempted to sneak down and spend a couple of hours cheering her up. She was busy most of the weekend tho, and since i'll be seeing her Thurs and Fri, i figured i could wait. Kicking myself for that decision now, i miss her; thank you verizon for free weekends on the phone!
I've got to head out in a few, think anyone will sit at my table during lunch break? Fuck, i don't wanna go....
