Everyone at some time in thier lives meet someone new. What that person means or will mean to you will all be understood later down the road. After the talks, the fights, and the meaning that is created in your heart. The beginning is always the most difficult. The questions lurk like demons waiting to pounce on an innocent. Are they liars? Are they playing with me just to score? So many questions for something that could be one of the greatest things to become part of your life. Why are there so many fears and questions when it comes to something new coming into your life? Why does what someone else does to you create this defense mech. that gives you reason to destroy something before it even has a chance to grow and become something worthwhile? Why do things have to be hard? Life should not be this hard! You meet a new person, why does it have to mean they want in your pants and not your heart? Other ppl that hurt you, why do they decide your next experience? How did they get control? Well, with new beginnings comes new experiences. And with faith and hope, new beginnings bring new life to a life that has so much room to grow and become better.
