Tricia Nichole's blog: "NEVER EVER ( TO MY EX"

I wanna kiss sadness because
It always held me on lonely nights
When your name failed to pop up on my caller-id.

I wanna hold sorry
For every time he took up for you
Because you never had any believable excuses.

I wanna slap forgiveness
For being too damn feminine
And for giving you a surplus of chances.

I wanna tell lonliness
To go the hell home,
Because she's easing into our time.

I wanna flick off my tears
For falling for you, and
Embracing the air of your absence.

I wanna scream at truth
For letting us say, "I love you,"
Knowing that our timing wasn't right.

I wanna fight time
To win you, and claim my title,
" I'm Officially  Not Yours

Sick of this vapid state of being
Where having to escape your own thoughts is nearly impossible
And not even these dark silhouettes the wall displays can keep you company in the slightest
The fear is not dying, but dying alone; A lonely heart is the question to the answer
You say it's irrelevant that people will disappoint you
Maybe it's because you're one of them

It's a good thing tears are clear otherwise the sheets would surely be stained
With the faint colors of distraught emotions
And memories that were meant to stay
I wish i could say it was all a dream, but sadly that's not the case

To slip back into a sweet reverie is one of my great desires
Because it seems what i need most is the comfort of a utopia all my own
But every cloud has a silver lining, or so they say
And by the time the leaves begin to change color I'll surely be able to see the beauty of the sun's warm rays

Save me a goodbye and just leave this place
I'll be happier when you're gone
Even though the empty space inside my chest will still feel like a black hole
Repressed memories will fade into the farthest ends of my mind, and you shall invade my thoughts no longer

I'm happy to say that I'll have moved on when the first winter wind will have blessed my face
No more hurt; At least none that you've contributed to
I'm sorry that I couldn't be your everything
I knew that it wasn't meant to last
I just hope you're happy with just any other girl
Cause frankly that's all you're worth
Therefore I shouldn't apologize for something that you did
I shouldn't have to struggle to live up to you're expectations

So I guess this is goodbye
It's about time
You obviously lied that first Monday of July
Because you still hung around
But not anymore
I'll never see you again, and it's for the best

I hope you remember that song i showed you
It's practically you're life story
But of course you won't
Cause you're a forgetful mess
And i loathe you.
...you still don't know what that means.

Dreams aren't real.
It's what you always say,
But they slither into my sleep,
And trun night into day.
Daytime is a little scary,
Especially when you're
[not] there.
Left alone, always alone
in this godforsaken nightmare.
I can feel the panic ripple,
I can taste fear on my tongue.
But, dear, it's not real,
So just suck it up and run.
Run for you life,
Until you can't anymore,
Then lay down and die,
Die right there on the floor.
Nightmares, so real.
It's like I'm dying every night,
But no, no. It's okay.
Everything's alright.
Not real. They're NOT real.
I don't care what you say.
Just go back to sleep,
'Cause dying is A-Okay.
Those tears, they don't matter.
Oh, no they don't.
It's just a dream. It's just a lie.
I won't care. I won't.
Hold my breath,
Until sleep holds me still.
Tears still stain my cheeks,
But it's okay, dreams aren't real.

My hands are sore and my legs are weak
Fighting against this wall at my feet
No matter what I do, it just wontt break
I give and I give and all it does is take
Im too tired now to carry this burden on
What I thought was right, ended up being so wrong
I hear a low voice over my cries
My tears start to disappear from my eyes
I hear the words be strong, its there inside of you
Letting go of your pain is all thats left to do

A pallid rose
with edges outlined
charcoal black
accentuates burned
hope--shaped by
expired dreams.

Unspoken secrets
entwine in spiral
formation; sealed
beneath the heart's
core--emotions
camouflaged.

Twirling its fragile
stem betwixt
trembling fingertips;
its shadow appears
below, atop
translucent
waters.

An effortless toss,
and it's set afloat
into the unknown;
swimming freely--
while shifted by
rapid currents of
a waterfall.

You was very selfish
And didnt think bout how others felt
My heart was so hot but so cold
It felt that i'd literally would melt
From the way that it looked to me
It was going great
Late night on the phone
Going out on dates
Time had past just so fast
But it wasnt long time till it all came down
My spirit was once lifted high
But it suddenly came crashing down
I suffered a little bit
And i felt i'd never mend
But i didnt realized
Who was hurting the most, a friend
We shared the same ambition
But his was for real
He loved wat he loved
Me i just made the deal
His love for her
Was none i could ever match
If i could just rewind time
I'd take it all back
But the past is past
And the future is now
Might as well look up
'Cause im tired of looking dowm..........
TO BE CONTINUED

Last night, an angel came to me
I was cryin' alone
My heart was bleeding
Last night, an angel came to me
I was cryin' alone
My mind was dying
God have mercy
Stop them destroying me
An angel came to me
To save my life
Listen to his voice
Please hear his soul
This angel came to me
To save me
Last night, an angel came to me
I was doing wrong (x2)
Last night, an angel came to me
I was sleepin' wrong (x2)
God have mercy
Stop them destroying me
An angel came to me
To forgive me
Listen to his prayers
Please feel his love
This angel came to me
God saved me
An angel came to me
To fulfill his prophecy
He listened to my prayers
Please feel my love
This angel came to me
I recognized him
(X2)
Ad libs :
An angel, baby, did you hear it
(An angel)
I tell you baby, did you hear it
(An an--gel)
I tell you baby, did you hear it
(An angel)
I tell you honey, did you hear it
(An an--gel)
An angel came to me
An an--gel.

Ay,na,na,nai
Ay,na,na,na,nai,nai (2x) (para la niña mas linda del planeta entero)
Listen up!
Baby Escucha!


Chorus
Y es que te quieroooo, baby te quieroooo.
Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.
Y es que te quieroooo, baby te quieroooo.
Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.

Hay como quisiera en este instante abrazarte,
y mil canciones al oido cantarte.
Ha tu vida muchas rosas regalarle,
es que tu me enamoraste.
Es que tu eres el lucero que guia me vida,
si no te tengo en mi cancion no existe melodia.
Tu me falta baby de noche y de dia,
sin tu inspiracion no existiria esta poesia...

Chorus.....

Tu...que me haces soñar, y a las estrellas llegar..
Con solo pensarte baby.....
Tu...que me sueles llenar, eres mi aire vital..
Sin tu no respiro lady.

Tu no te imaginas..la falta que me haces,
Cuando no te tengo cerca,
Me muero por llamarte

Chorus....

Ay,na,na,nai,nai,nai.
Yeah....Yeah.

Y es que te quiero
Ay,na,na,na,nai,nai
Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.
Ay nena,
no sabes cuanto te quiero.
Mi Niña linda.
Romantic Style in the World

I feel it, you feel it
That this was meant to be.
I know it, you know it
That you were made for me.
We can't deny this any longer
Day by day it'sgetting stronger.
I want it, you want it
It's what the people want to see.

We're like Romeo and Juliet
Family's can't devide us.
Like the tallest mountain on the widest sea
Nothing's big enough to hide us.
When we make love its overwhelming
I just touch the heavens
You're an angel, you're an angel

I said this world, this world.
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
Cuz' you are like a dream
For every night I say a prayer,
And I swear you are the answer
You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

So we take it and each moment that I'm close
I see it, you see it,
What we have is made of gold
We're so filled with meaning,
Nothing can make us shallow.
So I hold it, and you hold it
The promise of tomorrow.
When we make love its overwhelming
I just touch the heavens.
You're an angel, you're an angel

And I said this world, this world
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
Cuz' you are like a dream
For every night I say a prayer,
And I swear you are the answer
You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

I don't need three wishes
Oh I just need one
For us to never be finished
For us to never be done
When they say it's over
We'll just say I love you
And when they say it's finished
We'll just keep on building.

And I said this world, this world
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
Cuz' you are like a dream
For every night I say a prayer,
And I swear you are the answer [x2]

You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

Yes you are. You're an angel