MrsM's blog: "smiling again..."

Ever never ending..one of those days again. my neck has been hurtin making my head hurt. i lay down my shoulders hurt...see i keep tellin people im gettin old no one listens..lol then i have a good friend tell me hes comtemplating suicide and has been..but wants me to tell no one...um and im suppose to do what with this information???? then my neighbor is like being a pain. i asked for two eggs..i get the is he working u would have money and have eggs and blah blah blah speech..which im sorry but just cuz she had a drug dealin bf that pulled in bucks doesnt mean she can say anything to me. whenever she asked me for anything even when he was around i always gave it to her if i had it. i miss someone alot and no one but me and one other person knows it.they were a big part of my life and i hope that they will be again...its just hard when life makes us go thru things and changes and we have to move or get shoved along with it. had a phone call out of the blue from someone i hadnt talked to in forever that called me by accident..lol he didnt know my number was stil in his phone. that was intersting. idk..it just seems like its all deciding to hit today...how nice isnt it???sigh......