UNTITLED
2/19/2008
She hasn’t admitted to herself
Or to him
How much she truly cares
And how strongly
She wants to be with him.
She shows it ,
But only to an extent
But its still not
All she can do or that she would
For him.
Why is this an on looker
May ask
But its what
The on looker doesn’t know
that’s stops
Her from showing how she
Completely feels
Right now.
The fact that in her past there’s so
Much pain,
Heartache,
And hurting
That she doesn’t want anymore
Of this.
She’s so tired of it and it hurts
So bad
She hopes that he knows
How she feels
By what she does and says.
The words may take forever to reach
Her lips
But maybe one day
They will.
She also hopes that those words
Don’t reach
Her ears or her eyes because
She’s afraid
She’ll run due to how things have
Played out
Before when those words come into play
Only time will tell how
Long
Before she’s ready to let
Another man
Into her heart and tell him
I love you.
