miranda jo JUST A FOOL FOR YOU's blog: "nameless"

this week i've chilled out. i spent some time with my friends and family and i've decided i'm not pissed anymore. when he gets home from jail and starts his shit again, i'll need all the anger i can muster to get him to leave the rest of the family alone. (i can usually get him mad enough at me to leave my mom and the kids alone and just bitch at me. he hates when i tell him "fuck you" because it's disrespectful to him, my elder. i think it's funny.) and i'm off for the weekend with my other stepdad (the one i like), my little sister, and a friend. i'll be back on sunday so you can catch me then. have a good one!

my good friend kylie ended up spending the night last night. i found out that she's getting married in six months and i may be her maid of honor (if her "best friend" heather quits being a bitch). this would be both a good and a bad thing. GOOD because i love kylie to death and i want to make her happy. BAD because i loathe wearing dresses- they make me feel girly. (i know it sounds wierd but i'm just that way). anywho... we talked to eachother about our problems and got the support we each needed... she also met my dad for the first time and she loved him. (my dad's cool, i pretty much hit the parent lottery.) we spent the rest of the night watching movies, talking, and waiting for phone calls from her fiancee in the army (he's stationed over seas). then right before dinner, my beautiful buddie jackie (yes, she's a female and yes, i'm bi but no, not with jackie), my ex michael, and this guy dustin showed up and hung out... which made me kinda sad because michael is in love with me and i just can't focus on a relationship at this point in time, but he has a hard time accepting that. i swear if i didn't have super parents and amazing friends i'd crawl under a rock and stay there forever. i'll keep you posted.

okay so i'm not a parent but here are somethings i think parents shouldn't do: for starters, don't take 7 somas and then forget your 9 year old went to school that day. so because you forget, you call your neighbor and ask if your child is at their house before school gets out. secondly, don't abuse your kids and then blame your substance/alcohol abuse for it. when you kick your wife and her kids out, then bring them back and tell them to stop living in the past because they seem to dwell on all the shitty things you did/said to them... think twice about what you say to the oldest child because this one has a sharp tongue and dosen't take your bullshit excuses. these are my thoughts for now, but i'll keep you posted.