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Friendships shattered.

I'm here again, frustrated and annoyed. I can't believe I've circled around in life again finding myself alone. I look around me and find that I should have stayed cold and hard. I should have never let anyone inside my walls. Its better to freeze everyone out than to watch them walk out. PPL say that everyone needs someone to talk to, convide in and to share with. That ppl who do not live full and happy lives. Well I beg to differ. I think ppl who trust too many ppl are fools, and are putting their souls out there to be distroyed. Its easier to go through life not knowing what your missing than to spend the rest of your life heartbroken, trying to bury the pain. 

Need Opinions!

Its been awhile since the last time I blogged. I guess you could say things are going pretty well, I'm still a little confused on which job to take since my part time job just threw me a surprise b-day party and got me a small gift. I love the doctor I work for, and I've learned so much in the last couple of months but financially full time is what I need. The full-time job offers advancement opportunities and more money. The doctor's office pay is ok but not alot and only 16 hrs a week unless someone takes off for vacation or is sick. There will be a raise next month and maybe after a year but in the long run not as much money as the full-time job. So I'm pretty much stuck with what to do???????????

Graduating

Well I've finally finished school, and now have my degree in medical assistanting. I'm excited in a way but worried about being able to get into my field being that I live in a smaller community that everyone in the medical field knows everyone else. It makes things really hard when I don't know anyone previously in the medical field to help get my foot in the door. I'd love to hear from ne one with ne advise cuz I'm struggling to stay upbeat with no hits on my resume. I'm a happy aunt though I now have a beautiful niece!!

A little about me

Open minded opinionated easygoing female. LOL contradiction I know but its the truth. I love to learn new things, willing to try anything once, I love my daughters and like meeting new people. I'll listen to anythin and am pretty much here to hang and blow off steam after going to class, externship and work all day.
standing in shattered glass looking into deep reflections two sides of me glancing back one so close to tears the other looking cold and numb both reflections only shadows of an old soul barely able to see myself desperate to look ahead, terrified at what I'll see once so open an honest now so cold and alone where are the right pieces or the glue to hold the old unable to define either too scared to pick them up holding on to broken pieces blood poring from my hands, no tears or pain in sight i close my eyes to keep from screaming my mind so close to breaking no one to talk to no one who will understand
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