Realest's blog: "Mysteries of me"

I hat e ths feeling. Nobody around to talk to nobody to laugh with, nobody to fall asleep with watchin a movie on a saturday afternoon. It's Friday and I don't have any friends here to go out with later on. My only option is to go on the internet deal with folks thousands of miles away that I don't know if they're real or not and chat. Fuckin CHAT! Then I gotta see all these people with their loved ones and significant others. Happy as shit takin pictures with them and all that ol bullshit! No friends + no pussy = A lonely ass nigga complainin for all to see and knw that I'm serious about this and I'm tired of it. No offense to anyone I'm just lonely again. No comments please Just read it and feel my pain Realest

Yo, I don't know what to think! I hate gettin mixed signals, playin games, and just bein out of the loop. Alright this one girl has been fuckin wit me every since I met her. I know she wants me and I'm willing to make hr feel good, but she has a boyfriend (a goofy mufucka at that) I asked her for a cig and she said" yeah as long as your girlfriend is ok if I smoke with you". No female in site, just me and my boy. I didnt say anything at the time because I was feinin for nicotine. I think she thinks she's the shit and canfuck wit dudes to get her way, but I haven't studied this specimen as closely as the next I will describe. This other one is an 18 yr old tat Ihooked up with because she was stalking me at the mall. she didn't want to go home so I took her back to the spot and we fucked she initiated itI wasn't going to make a move beinthe gentlemen I am but when she made her move I was like ok you done fucked up now and I gave her the the fckin of her life. Anyway, she's coniving little vixen and I'm watchin myself around her. But every since I got back it's like she's distant and withdrawn. Well there are some othe things goin on but I'm not going to put all that out there, but it's nothing that would affect what I'm talkin about. Anyway, I guess because she was all needy and didn't have the independance she has now that she's a year older is why I'm like damn why you do me like that! But anyway just a sample of whots goin on in my life right now. Realest

Now most of you that are my friends know that what I'm about to do is against everything I've established on here, but, I'm tired of the restrictions. I've got a few more people to add to my family and a lot more pictures to post, but unfortunately I'm not a legend or leveled high enough and I also lost my VIC status. So check this out, if I can get a blast from someone and back VIC status and also a little help on the comment and rating area. I wouldn't be asking this if I weren't in this finacial situation. I had to get a new card because the magnetic tape wore on mine and CT doesn't take checks, that I know of. So anyway, that's the sob story. Help me out if you can, ight... Realest

Yes Ihave returned, but only briefly. Nothing really has been goin on I've just been away for a break from the netfrom people all together. Yes, I was depressed. Still a little but, I'm coming to. Thisis the bestway to let you guys know I'm alright (at least thoseIthink cares). SO if you want hit me up on email or in the next 30min I'm on here. Now on to a new discovery of myself. i found out that I'm a really lazy guy. Yeah. I should have been promoted by now, but I just been lettin the time pass without turning in the right paperwork and all. I'm very disappointed in myself. I want all the things everyone strives for (house, car, so on so forth) but what am I doing to get this stuff? WHAT??? Well, don't crucify me just yet I have to tell you why. It's because I don't have anything to get all this stuff for. No wife, no family, I have noone to support or provide for. Yes I MAY have a son but nothing has been proven yet but it's nice to have some pictures to show and something to talk about. I really want him to be mine, but i'm a logical guy and though it may seem that there's no doubt he's mine, there's still other factors to look at. Not going to go into all that but anyone with sense knows what I'm talking about. Shit is crazy right...? Realest

A lot of you guys are real cool and I would love to spend time chatting with you on here, but the fact of the matter is is that I really don't have much time on the 'Full access' net and spend time in my office on the 'limited access' net. So I do see you guys but with only a few minutes on here I cant hit each of you up like I want to. Long story short, you're more likely to get me on email if yu really want to get to know me and all that good stuff. So if you read the profile or not my email address is nuttcenter23@yahoo.com See you there Realest PS The realest benefit of hittin me up on email is the exclusive pics... :)

I doubt I'd be liked more like feared. I have a dark sadistic side that could possibly come out if I get absolute power over the world. I would live in a secluded forress on some island with a supreme vantage point to everywhere in the world. I would run the world not blaintently but mostly behind the scenes. I would pop up every now and then, but mostly stay to my own watching and waiting for somebody to fuck up. I would have covert specially trained operatives in every country to spy and monitor. Privacy would be a thing of the past. I would have mansions and castles in every country and on every island. There will be a flat tax for the whole world. I would take full advantage of all creature comforts and indulgances life has to offer. Delicacies from all over the world, a different woman in my bed every day, the power to change the value of currency when it doesn't please me. Everything in life that would make me happy until the next thing comes along, my fantasies fullfilled, the end of all turmoil and tribulation in the whole world. If you had that kind of power, what would you do? Be real! Realest

Well I'm done for today with my rants and peeves. Sorry you had to be in the firing line, and sorry if I hurt your feelings if I did. SO I'm out. If you want more I can give you more there are plenty of things that I can disect but I gotta go. If you wanna chat more email me nuttcenter23@yahoo.com Sorry for wasting your time Realest

Famous people that I wish would go away or just do their movies or records and stay out of the media... ALL OF THEM!!! If you get down to it these people work for us! So I would rather see them just do their job and then go away, unless they are personal friends of mine. No I don't care if they die or get sick or even lose their fan base and become un-famous back to the grimey depths where they came from. So fuck them too! The media makes it no better, by praising them and showing every personal thing that happens to them. So politician went into sugery, why should I care? How does he effect my life directly or, for that matter, indirectly? It's just me... I might be done... Realest

Well my peeps I see who my real friends are and I can guarantee that you will be the only ones left on the list in the next hour. But I do appreciate the kind words. Although I am serious about the things I said, I am just having a pretty fucked up boring day. I mean nothing happened today not even anything bad! Have you ever been that bored that nothing happens at all? I might be done... Realest

Yeah, so Wednesday is my birthday, so all I want for my birthday is eternal life and superpowers. Thats it, and ask me if I'm not serious, laugh a me request, do your worst, but I'm fareal. So if you have any argument to that, please let me know, I'm bored anyway let's talk. Realest