ShoRtiE's blog: "MYSPACE"

ughh.. it sucks cuz i deleted myspace becuz of those friggin' idiots!! they won't leave me alone.. they keep postin rediculous pics of me and writing stories about "how heidi is a fungus" and "we are saving our wise oak tree from the fungus" and "we are here to protect you from the fungus" (that one is about ruining our marriage and HOW) IT'S FUCKIN REDICULOUS!! IF THEY WOULD FUCKEN LEAVE ME ALONE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO ALL FUCKEN PSYCHO ON THEIR FUCKEN HUMPBACK WHALE ASS! FUCK! UGHH... why dont i leave? cuz i have no place expect my parents an their not gonna drop the subject forever.. well.. i guess the good news is the lease is up in a month in half.. in mid may i'm moving to the new apartments my husband and i are getting and i will wait for him... the lease in this hell house doesn't end until the first week of june. so i will be by myself for a couple of weeks... how sad.. LOL

"I'm With You" I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waitin in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now Theres nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but theres no sound Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you im looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you

"Things I'll Never Say" I’m tugging at my hair I’m pulling at my clothes I’m trying to keep my cool I know it shows I’m staring at my feet My checks are turning red I’m searching for the words inside my head [pre-Chorus] (Cause) I’m feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you’re worth it You’re worth it Yeah [Chorus] If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you... away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee Marry me today Yes, I’m wishing my life away With these things I’ll never say It don’t do me any good It’s just a waste of time What use is it to you What’s on my mind If ain’t coming out We’re not going anywhere So why can’t I just tell you that I care

Tomorrow" And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Ya I try to believe you, But I don't When you say that it's gonna be, It always turns out to be a different way, I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today... [Chorus:] I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow, I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow Is a different day It's always been up to you, It's turning around, It's up to me, I'm gonna do what I have to do, just don't i love this song.

first my phone sucks now losing an english class.. sucks.. sumtimes i just hate my husband with a passion... ugghhh.... so frusterating.... i'm so burnt out.

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