leo2021's blog: "my writings "

the clouds go rollin across the sky 

darker than night 

in the middle of the day

as the storm gets closer

the wind makin the trees 

bend and shatter

water crashing against the walls

of sand and rocks

lightning lightin up the sky

a lighted figure caught in the middle

wit no escape 

directed by powerful forces

pulling and pushin him 

he's in the eye

the eye of the storm

the darkness grows 

devouring all but

the flashes of lightning

the sound of the thunder covering 

the sound of the water breakin the wall

slowly crumbling 

slowly failing

water leaks thru the cracks 

as the thunder continues

a continuous cycle 

a final cycle

a loud crash blastin thru the darkness

louder than the thunder 

water rushing thru the trees 

unrooting some and breaking others

a slow wave of despair 

the figure sees it coming

and falls to his knees

totally consumed 

and caught

in the eye of the storm 

can you feel the rage

can you feel the anger

it dwells in all of us

igniting a wild fire

that burns thru your veins

consuming your soul

threatening to burst 

at the slightest irritant

the simplest spark

like a drum goin off in your head

feeding fuel to the fire

the feeling of no longer

being able to control

your body or emotions

as your vision

flashes between red and black

and you cant seem to control

the words blazing out your mouth

in an uncontrollable frenzy 

fist clenching 

nails digging into your palms

you know its coming 

but you dont have the willpower

to stop from lashing out 

the fire eventually destroying

your soul peace by peace

with each spark

can you feel the fire 

can you feel the spark

the realm of dreams 

a place of held back emotions

the only place you cant escape

thoughts and emotions 

all clashing together 

bringing together 

images of death and shadows

loved ones lying on the ground

in pain or dying 

they dont stop 

glimpses of self destruction

the minds version of trying

to right the wrongs

to fix the emotional turmoil

that lies inside of you

disoriented running 

through shadows 

ancient battlefields 

filled wit screams 

those are your screams 

your pain brings the shadows

the terrifying end 

and the beginning

of understanding 

only in the realm of dreams

love is in the air 

flooding through my veins

like fire consumes everything

in these tymes it all we have

the words everyone wants to hear

but most ppl dont say

three simple words

its common nature 

why do we continually

seek unhappiness 

everyone does 

even i unfortunately revolve 

around despair and hatred

in these troubled tymes

we need to stick together

the thing we all need to hear

are sometymes the hardest to say

but only cuz we are smarter than we think we are

we constantly degrade ourselves

we are never good enough even for ourselves

and that is where we err 

human nature betrays us

if you read this the only thing i can ask is that you take some tyme out of your day to tell the ppl closest to you that you love them whether they are friends or family.... you never know when they might be gone for good 

arising factors of fear 

smells of death

i see the battles of the past

fighting to take control of my sanity

im losing hope with the present tyme

holding me changing me

sucking the light out of my eyes

hiding in an empty room in my mind

the screams sounding 

as a banshees screams

my heads pounding 

terror giving in to adrenaline

huddled in a dark corner 

my body a shaking mass 

muscles clenched 

veins bulging 

the battle rages on in my head

fighting for dominance

fear and hatred provoking

love into a struggle 

flashes of red 

the breaking point

frustrated screams

anger lashing out 

my knuckles broken and bleeding

someone help me

someone save my sanity

someone turn on the light

the darkness approaches

 the light of the moon slightly distorted

 as you walk towards your house 

the light of the sun slowly disappearing 

standing in the nexus half light half darkness 

your true form appears 

for anyone who means you harm

 you appear to be a fierce apparition of power and darkness

 for thoses whom you love you glow with radiance of love and non-abandonment

 you are a being of chaos

 of powers beyond your comprehension 

love and destruction all in one form 

tyme freezes the world is motionless waiting for the change 

would you choose the power of love and healing 

or will you be a destructive force of power and hatred

 everything is decided with so much power

 one thought could force you over the edge in either direction 

your friends and family 

and your enemies 

will decide your fate

 history will repeat 

night after night

rain rolling down the windows

the world seems at peace 

waiting for the storm

the peaceful existence

we live in shattered 

by flashes of blue and white

lighting strikes again and again

starting miniature fires 

that are diminished by the rain

this is how life works for everything

fires arise in ppl and other ppl 

fight to put them out

its just the world works 

nature has a funny way of imitation

or is it us 

do we imitate the world around us

but with a diminished approach

when the clouds vanish and the sun is out

will we be around or destoyed 

by the very storms of our natures

or will nature seek our destructions

in the midst of the night 

shadows appear under the light of the moon 

frantic footsteps sound off like gunshots

delusional eyes 

seeing more than shadows

a cloak of darkness surrounding 

the frightened figure

imagined growls 

and red eyes envisioned in the dark

shadows everywhere 

reaching out at the figure

the figure screaming at the darkness

tripping and stumbling over roots

of the trees of the past 

bright flashes radiate thru the night

as the shadows grow larger

and surround the figure

no longer imagined delusions

screams of the dying linger in the air

the dreams

the anger

the passion

and the shadow of death

all intertwined in one broken corpse

it walks around looking the same as it always has

 but on the inside theres nothing left

all it does is keep walking from dawn to dusk

go ahead look into its eyes

but bewarned

you look into the eyes of the broken you might not come back

reality is all just an illusion

a trick of the mind

for those of you have seen into the eyes of the broken unscathed

the world looks different 

the reality that was is  gone

all that is left to you

are the broken ones

and debris of the ancient civilization that used to be 

fires burning 

trees are as burnt and broken as everything else

animals walk the this reality as rotten flesh

muscles twitching in plain sight

what would you do 

????

people are afraid of us 

fearing what they dont understand

a tight knit family

people you dont fuck with

we are the few 

we are of the twilight

eyes shining in the darkness like a cats 

everything seen and nothing is missed

no fear should be felt

for we are the defenders of the weak

protectors hidden within the shadows

we of the twilight

we walk in both worlds

the night holds no mysteries for us 

daylight holds no shadows

enemies to those who live in darkness

protectors of those who walk in light

we are twilight