mem's blog: "My Writing"

I'm not good enough. My attention to detail means? NOTHING Just an anoying sight that gets in your way. Everything you needed and everything that brings you down. The wind pushing, leaving you with no choice. The last breath of air. I am there when no other is. Always there. Waiting like I have no existence without you. Patient. An anxious part of us all. The bad guy. The obsolete. A loner. The emotional wreck. A dreamer with no life. The voice you wont forget............ Snake which will poison you, watching slowly waiting to eat. I'm the person who will take everything and give nothing. Make empty promises just to watch you fail, over and over again. The positive and passionate thinker that brings fear and confusion to your situation. The thief who steals your heart to destroy it all over again. I am to be good to be true. I'm the doubt that stops you from seeing. The waste of space that tries to communicate. My honour and loyalty must be fake right? The liar who does this for fun. The fool who listens to much. Eat love for lunch. Help people for self gain. Disease that talks to much. My expression should be secret. Collect pain to make holes in your life. Learning to kill not to give joy. Effort bothers you and honesty scares you. I dont like to say this but..... Through your eyes I see this all !!!!

In all possible conclusions my complex resolve is brought to a hault. To be content is to seperate equally around those who thicken at the notion of freedom. Share without discrimination towards those who have not yet found the solution to use. Forge every moment in existence parallel to the energy within our surroundings. The vibrations in my chest, the sudden but frequent rumble from my body, the static snapping.... fiercely popping within my nerve system. The impulse that I've been here many times before? The rivers that subdue from my own eyes engulf the static into pure emotion. The extreme, the forced intrusion, the cautious, the nervous... no outburst denied. Projectile in motion. A source of feeding. In the darkness we create, the light deceives but blesses the ignorant. Limitless supplies, welcome to all. There is always a path in !!!