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What are you waiting for?
When is it ok to say no more no more pain no more using me no more lies No more? When is it my turn to be happy? When can I have love? When can I be the one? That is loved? The one that is wonted fore me not what I can do for them, for who I am in side that cares what I feel what I think or what I wont? When will it be my turn to be happy not lonely in side when?
Memories
Here I sit with the wind in my hair and the salt air kissing my skin, with the memory of your taste on my lips, thinking of you while remembering how it was and how it felt to be held and loved as no other existed, the way you smelled and the sound of your voice, with a sparkle in your eye when I had said something amusing to you ,you were my first true love I sometimes resent that you were taken from me, from all who love you , it doesn’t seem fair to have to walk this earth so alone and empty, looking for the one who would make me feel the way you did, it’s been so long I thought I had come close once or twice ,but here I am trying to make sense of my life and trying to understand why my life has to be so hard and lonely. You always said things happened for a reason, I still don’t understand the reason behind all that has happened and all that I had to go through, isn’t it so sad that the only place I feel at peace and tranquility is here sitting on our patch of sand wrapped in memories of you.
