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10. what is your favorite movie? 9. what do you look for in a guy/girl? 8. would you be attracted to me? 7. do you believe in love at first sight? 6. would you make love to me? 5. what do you expect from him/her? 4. do you want to make love to me on a deserted island? 3. would you fuck if i asked you to? 2. would you fuck me hard if i told you to? 1. would you leave me a message with the answers?

the winter nights are so cold and dreary. it's another night without you near me.i miss the smell of your skin and the way your lips taste.when it was cold outside,you would keep me warm with your sweet embrace. the nights we spent making love in the campfire light,our bodies becoming one within the pale moonlight.the things i miss about you i could never replace. what i wouldn't give to see again,the smile upon your face. i treasued your love,it was a love so strong. but what did i do to lose your love?what did i do that was so wrong? did i not love you enough? did i say things to hurt you.did i not give you the things you need? was my love not true? as the sun goes down on my shattered heart.i replay like a movie in my mind,the day our love fell apart. if i could go back and change that day. i would show you how much i loved you,everyday. and if i only had one wish to give to you on your brand new start. it would be for god to grant you the strength to mend your broken heart.

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Blue Murder Out Of Love Ooooooooooh I'm standing here looking at your photograph I can't believe I'm all alone and you're not coming back On and on we rode the storm I sometimes wish I'd never been born Alone here i'm crying out for love When times were hard We struggled through A long, long time ago But things have changed Much more than this I never thought you'd go Taken in my tears subside I'm feeling lost Can I survive without you, I'm outta love again My heart here cries out in pain All the nights when you held me tight Life was good and love seemed right And now I'm here I can't believe you're gone You used to say love would never die But you were wrong and I've just died inside I'm outta love again -- I'm outta love again Taken in my tears subside I'm feeling lost, can I survive without you I'm outta love again The love we shared will never ever die inside my heart I swear I never dreamed that we would ever drift apart On and on we rode the storm I sometimes wish I'd never been born Alone here crying out for love All the nights when you held me tight Life was good and love seemed right And now I'm here I can't believe you're gone You used to say love would never die But you were wrong and I've just died inside I'm outta love again -- I'm outta love again I'm outta love again -- Outta love again You know I'm missin' you girl Out of love again Don't make me stand here all alone I'm out of love again 'gon need your love to carry on Out of love again Baby please don't leave me lonely Out of love again Come back and save me please Don't forsake me my girl Out of love again Trixter - surrender Words of silence Echo through this lonely room Just a photograph and dreams That won't come true I'll never know why I left you Standin' in the rain Cryin' tears of emptiness It's drivin' me insane All I wanted was to love you Never wanted to see you cry All I need is just to hold you I just can't say - Goodbye Sometimes we raise our guns of pain But I'll be your defender 'Cause if love means war Baby I surrender You use words as weapons I use love as a shield So tell me why Are we on this battlefield In a blaze of glory Can we rise above these flames In a world of anger There's got to be a way Sometimes we raise our guns of pain But I'll be your defender 'Cause if love means was Baby I surrender We're just soldiers from the heart And I ain't no pretender So lay down your arms And baby let's surrender And though my aim is true I sometimes miss the mark Ooh, in matters of the heart But I'd give my life tonight To hold you in my arms again In a blaze of glory Can we rise above these flames In a world of anger There's got to be a way I just wanna hold you come on Surrender I just wanna love you let's Surrender I never meant to make you cry Sometimes we raise our guns of pain But I'll be your defender 'Cause if love means war Baby I surrender We're just soldiers of from the heart And I ain't no pretender So lay down you arms And baby let's surrender baby let's surrender fade

holding you close to me. feeling your breath on my chest, girl, it makes me weak in the knees. holding on as if the world was going to end.if it were,i would freeze time and rewind it, so we could begin again. to imagine my world without you would drive me mad.because i know i would never love someone so much or need their love so bad. so as i lay here tonight, loving you so,so much. one thing is for sure, i will love your every touch.goodnight my darling ,i have disturbed your sleep long enough. nestle in right next to me, so i can feel your tender love. what can i say? i got so much love to give!

eh!read ''tender love'',and leave a comment.let me know what you think???

hey guys! sorry i haven't been on in a while. my laptop is dead and having to get another. contrary to popular belief - laptops DO NOT float! lol. well, i haven't forgotten about you guys and i will be back on and in full swing after the 19 th of this month! so, keep ya head up!

you sit in the corner crying, thinking the worst of yourself. he has hurt you ! not physically, but, with the words and demeanor in his voice, it has cut you to the bone. "whore", was the term he uses to describe you , when all you did was have a natural human response to another persons affections. the same affection that you looked for in him but, he never provided. and he is trying to make you feel guilty about wanting to be loved, the way you want to be loved, the way you need to be loved! so you found the solace in anothers arms! but, he persists to blame you for the situation he has created? it is ok my good woman, you hold your head high, because you have cried your last tear! the lonliness he has put upon you is to be no more. he is gone and his calous words shall hurt you nevermore! for i am here to ease your pain and take away all of your fears! now rest your weary head my darling! for i will still love you tomorrow! and you will forever remain a martyr in my heart!tomorrow is a brighter day , and the word whore, you will never hear me say! goodnight my sweet, sweet love. i love you! lol. don't ask! lol. i just imagined what it must feel like when a woman is called a whore for simply wanting to be loved! even though she went outside the relationshiup, she still needed the one thing he never showed her, real, pure, love!

as these walls are caving in i find it hard to breathe again vivid pictures in my mind another place, another time the visions that keep haunting me of the lives they took from me look for a reason to this rhyme to find the man i was inside send me out so young and bold although i feel scared and cold i sleep with my eyes open wide thinking i am next to die wake in the morning , lack of sleep to the slaughter, lambs we will be from behind , they ambush us my friends commended to the dust the war is over , going home things have changed since i've been gone for the life i've offered up in return i get no love the people shut their doors on me a wounded soldier , not a disease the dues i paid nearly killed me think of that as i sleep in this street! this is dedicated to the Veitnam War Veterans! ask one of these guys what this poem means, they will tell you! and our own country did this to them! shame on us! Jack Pardue 4/5/2007 copyright 2007 Jack Pardue Holdings

Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie