ok so i'll barely be online this weekend (i think). here's the schedule:
friday:
*school (duh)
*hang out wit alison and rachel
saturday:
* jess's bday party out in d-mas (starts in the PM but i dunno how late)
*sleepover at jess'
sunday:
*leave jess' at who-knows when
*rachel's bday party (whee...not excited for ice-skatin)
then monday begins my two-week internship at exxon, whoot! i still have to figure out how i'm gettin my ass to the station and home everyday. rachel is workin in the winter production at school so she'll be close and i guess we'll be going to lunch everyday (maybe and i doubt it) but we'll be running everyday (also doubtful) cuz when we get back from internship, susanne is gonna have us start running for like three weeks. wow it's gonna suck.
i really wanna start takin weight loss pills to kick start the process but it's up to some group i'm about to join...plus we gotta be careful about the speed in some products. i'm already on 45 mg of Conserta so i could OD easily if there was speed in some.
drugs have started to become tempting...i have to confess i almost got some speed the other day at tenley town, around wilson. i saw three of my friends in my sister's grade when i was up there wit zack, john (the jackass) and jessie. i went over and asked the three boys (jake, sam, and nyle) wat they were up to and they told me. this dude apperantly gave them for free but he only had his one, sam had three but was unwilling to share. they started talkin about beer and the dude's 6 pack he had somewhere. jake was still on the speed and said i could have his and i looked at him funny sayin "hun, they're talkin about beer". they left to go drink and i went back to zack, jessie and the jackass...why am i so dumb? guess it's the teen part of me wantin to experiment...
whatever.
