EMERALD's blog: "about me"

created on 08/30/2007 | http://fubar.com/about-me/b122490

posted on 11/23/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:11&nbs-08:00;am

My trip & and FuDrama
http://fubar.com/my-trip-and-fudrama/b122490-618102

Well I’m back from my trip, and my visit with Onyx. It is a beautiful place to see, a bit in the middle of nowhere, but it’s nice. A great time to be there with the leaves changing. I had a blast. Onyx is a great person and my bestest friend. I am glad I got the opportunity to meet him face to face. We are the best of friends and will always be. Also my first time on a plane, scared but not as bad as I had imagined it. Yes Onyx you were right nothing to worry about with the plane ride. And in light of what has transpired over the last few days. I am not being used, I do not feel like I am, and would like those of you who think I am to wake up. As I sit here and reflect on the past year and think about what I have to be thankful for. I am thankful that Onyx has come into my life. He is a great friend. And he has a kind heart and people need to stop using him for there benefit. I am tired of people walking all over him. And I am getting tired of being walked on myself. I have begun to wakeup and see that my kindness just opens the door up for those who want to take advantage and shit all over me. I am not going to sit back and let it happen, I’m not going to let people use my sweetness to take advantage of me. I am looking out for myself, I care for and respect myself too much to deal with being shit on anymore. I need to look out for ME and take care of myself. This is a GREAT pic from the trip...