Wistful driftings,
Mind never at ease,
Constant confusion,
Depression undending.
So many that say they care,
So many that throw the "L" word around,
They only love when they get something in return.
THey only care when it benefits them.
Pain is my only true companion,
Misery is my only true friend,
A knife to cut out the lonliness,
A rope to strangle out the rage.
Never listening, just saying their own thing.
Never caring about the pain I'm in.
Giving up on everything,
Giving up is the only thing.
The only thing left to do,
to keep me from coming totally unglued.
Death, the sweet release, death my mistress in white,
Come to me now my mistress and take me away.
(c.)(11/21/07) by KC Zimmerman