dj merc devils tattoo jinn fubars tattoo's blog: "my sucky ass poems"

alone in the dark i wait for you hoping soon you'll know what to do my wounds still open and bleeding full of hatred, pian, and needing an empty love that needs feeding but your cold heart and stare confirm my fears as my wounds burn from the salt in my tears my mind swims with angry thoughts from battles for you i fought a tear for pleasure a tear for pain a tear for love god i wish it would rain a tear for you and the games you play so if this is love than let it be known that for years i waited for your love to be shown lonely you cried i left your night but for two years lonely is how you left my life your lies i accepted for far to long as i smoked from my bong so stop the lies and tell me the truth no longer standing, now lying in the dark waiting for you

i saw you standing there, u said forever now standing here in the dark i see you meant never i should have known as i starred into your eyes, that the blue was your love and the black for my demise. your snowy white coat so beautiful and long shows me the pain i must face alone. i see your fangs as they pierce my heart. i feel your tongue as it licks the blood, if only i could stop the flood. i hear your claws as they rip my flesh, so i ask god is this a test. all i hear is laughter from u thats why i know what i say is true. so leave if u must go ahead, take my light. and ill just stand here in eternal darkness, forever night

kissing is a habit fucking is a game boys get all the pleasure girls get all the pain he says he loves you you believe it thrue 10 days later he says to hell with you 15 minutes of pleasure 9 months of pain 3 days in the hospital a baby with no name a mother thats a whore this never would had happen if the condom hadnt tore

he feels the cold of the steel wanting to end it all for wounds that wont heal he pulls the trigger, the hammer falls but for this young man death does not call could it be a bad charge on the bullet everything looks good, puts it back in and pulls it nothing, he returns the gun to his friend it looks like the tonight the gun wont be his end tired now, tomorrow is another day tomorrow brings another way this time suffucation is the case somehow he can breathe clearly with the a plastic bag tied over his face she dosent love me, she dont even care he says with a rope around her neck as he stepped from the chair he begins to drop but to his dismay his neck did not pop he looked around to see who was there it was his cousin wayne holding him with a blank stare she hates me man as he starts to cry fuck her man thats no reason to die he dont want to live without her in his life he'll wait till his cousin leave, tonight its his knife once again he'll fell the steel he cuts himself 12 time but his skin wont yield six on his neck, six on his wrist no scars, no blood and now he's pissed next pioson was his chioce please dont daddy said a little voice looking here or there, up and down still no one there no sign of the voice was found through the lips and pass the nose in to the stomache here we go this pioson is strong, it should kill him quick sorry about his luck, it just made him sick he's running out of options and not much left to do a bottle of aleive and a 40 or two this should work at least it does on T.V. but no luck not even after the sixth forty the gun didnt work, not pioson, nor rope or bag not pills, not the knife what a drag not much left but slim pickings what happens next might be sicking as the water fills the tub he sits, just as he puts the radio in it burns the plug once again his attempt failed nothing to say but what the hell feeling feed up and ready to cry fuck this he said i'll give it one more try that night in his dream he saw his fate to save her from him alone he must wait you protect her in her dreams so she can be safe so day after day she may wake stupid dream no longer would he try i still here him at night "why can't i just die"

to tell the truth i've never been me and what you want i dare not let you see for time and time again i try to let go but in this darkness i can feel the snow the snow you placed here to freeze my heart in a life that you wanted, i played my part so change your mine now just step inside get ready for this wild and crazy ride i figured out how to be free so i can show you the real me so here grim my good true friend take this life and let it end no more stupid lies or dumb ass tricks no praying to the gods for this love to fix my soul is dark and my heart full black the dustin you know will never be back so who will stand beside there man hold his love like only you can don't cry for me or the guy i killed cause this empty whole now darkness fills realize what you released so don't you go and fall for me if you can't handle this new true love remember that was a crow, not a dove hear my vioce what do you feel and if you can't love me then who will

how lonely you are floating in a sea of alchol you tasted good, like blood from my scars just floating there as you dissolve your nutrients are just what i need to make me strong to make me, me such a tasty morsal, like an eddible thong nothing there just alchol and you and so my friend i bid you adu

i went to the park where i did dwell i saw a boy i knew so well he sat a strange girl upon his knee and told her things he never told me now i know the reason why the girl is prettier then i i ran home to cry upon my bed not a word to my mother i said daddy came home the door he broke and found me hanging from a rope he got a knife, he cut me down and in my dress this note he found daddy..dig my grave and dig it deep marlbe stone from head to feet and on my tombstone place a dove to show the world i died for love by merc_ Author's Comments: "A Friend wrote this asked me to post it i cried and agreed to do it"

there is nothing left for you to do you left me and said we're through i cried a bit but not for you for kids, our kids, not one but two every morning i wake with tears in my eyes cause in due time i know i'll say goodbye in a two bedroom apt that harpie sits with three other guys conspiring it no where that leaves room for my two hearts to say she has a stable home is off the charts my daughter for some reason dreds the weekend if they look at my daughter wrong none of them will be breatheing the caring and loveing part she says is her home maybe for the guy as she sucking his bone a harsh picture i do agree its something seen before i go to sleep no time for tears i must stay strong after all most dying i put away my bong no drink, no weed, not even a cigarette she got what she wanted i finally quit you seek to destroy the last thing i have left unbeknownst to you there more you cant get you think that by takeing our kids that i will suffer but the one thing you want can not be offered soon you'll see as your daughter hates you more all you did is screw her up like you ,locked behind doors they rip and rape whats left of me but i thrive on pain its my extasy dont take my screams and cusses as anger just way to horny, need a woman to sit on my finger i should be dead from all the stab wounds in the back by people who once i called my friend like Julius Cesar the Senate is my end a stab from everyone as they circle me my pain turns to lust, death comes blissfully but will the pack be as calm as Cesars' mob doubt it cause revenge is now my daughter's job a million wounds the final blow my ex did punge so that makes it a million and 1 die she screams, your blood is all i lean forward, my whisper rings off the walls i may be dead but i still wont fall