baby leslie's blog: "my shit"

i think i found the one i want to spend the rest of my life with but i dont know how to til if he is the one or not i wonder if anyone can help me with this and if anyone can comment me and help me cuz i am so lost on this one

i was thinkin to my self today why does every guy think just cuz they have been hurt befor that all girls are the same but might i put out there that all girls are not the same and we get the bad name from the ones who do it and thats not right at all i mean we dont all do it when we love that guy he should not be thinkin that we are out there doing the same thing that other girls did to him he should be worried about how good its goin to be to have a great girl that wants to be with him for him and nothing else so to all the guys out there just cuz one did it to u dont mean we all will i am out peace love and chicken grease one love leslie

you stabbed my heart, with those unkept promises, you tear my world apart, god forgive me when i say, i still love you, and i'll love u until that day, when u have that evil smile on ur face, and u finally finsh me off, and i'll leave this place, you'll have no shame, and u'll walk away, pretending that ur not the one to blame

as i sit here in tears as i sit here in tears i wonder why i have to hurt u so much you talk about how much hurt you have well most people know how u feel as i sit here in tears i wonder why you hate me so much is it cuz you think i dont love you as much as i did befor or is it cuz you dont love me as much as i sit here in tears i wonder why you think diffrent of me for you did is ti cuz you changed or did i change either way some one has changed as i sit here in tears i wonder why people think less and less of me is it cuz i am to nice to people or is it cuz i am easy to make cry as i sit here in tears i wonder why i have to hurt you so much as i lay here and wonder should i end my life or not well only god can tell me how to feel

why must guys think it's ok to hirt girl's? why is it ok for a guy to hurt a girl but yet it's not ok for a girl to hurt a guy ? why cause so much pain and act like u love some one and tell them u mean it and not really mean it at all that's kinda messed up if u dont mean it dont use the word at all , it's shame how all guys seem to think its ok to do that to a girl and men say they dont understand women well news flash we dont get why would do some of the things that u do or why , u dont have tocome up with lies to kick it be ur self , dont lie cuz no matter wat some way or some how some one will tell that person or that person will find out cuz u will get caught , pain and they say guys really feel it when ? cuz i only see guys hurtin girls or cheatin on them or just flat out messing with there heart , yea and when do u ever hear about a girl hurtin a guy , well for me never still waiting to hear one story about a girl hurtin a guy , yea and thats after the fact that he cheated on or did some thing stupid that a girl will hurt a guy so when a guy can come to me and tell me a girl hurt them for nothing and just did it to mess with him , i dont want to hear from a guy about a girl hurtin them for all these who are readin this thanks for readin this and if u can answer this please do cuz i dont understand guys so please answer if u can love always leslie