I need friendship, love, security,
to feel loved and love in return,
a listener, a friend, a soul mate.
to feel needed and wanted
to be part of somebody,
not to feel like an outcast
that every one hates.
I WANT TO BELONG !!
I read about it,
think about it,
dream about it,
I want it,
but its something I cant have,
if only's running through my mind
what ifs, why, how come, why not?
hurt, scared, emotional turmoil.
WHY?
