Queen Wolf's blog: "My Scars"

What would you say if i told you I was pregnant? Would you be just as happy as I am? Would you want to even be told? Would you want to know? Or would you just want me to leave you alone?

Have you ever loved a guy and think he didn't care? Did you ever look into his heart and wish you were in thier too? Did you ever look into his eyes and wish it was you that he saw? Did you ever whisper "I love you" and never let him hear it? Did you ever fall in love and find it didn't pay? Cuz it only causes heartache and it happens every day. so don't fall in love you'll just be hurt before it is though. You see my friend I ought to know, for I fell in love with you!!
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Will I ever love again a queston on my mind will I ever love again like you in this life? If it was meant to be it will happen this is what I am told. I fear I won't find another, and I will die alone. Will I ever love again I really miss you Will I ever love again thinking about it just brings tears to my eyes. I wake up at night, with sweat in my eyes. My heart starts pounding and I begin to cry. Well it's better to have loved, and I still have my memories. They will always make me happy, and set my heart at ease.

I cut myself to see how much I bleed. To feel the pain to see the blood. Calms my nerves puts me at ease The pain of it all. Blood and Tears are my life it's all I know. From one pain straight into another. Will my life always be like this?? Is the question i am always asking myself. I know I am well loved, but will i be missed? I know that several would miss me, but i dont think anyone else would.

I've been watching you for a long time now, i've seen you with those asses, and I wonder why? Can a guy like you be treated in such a way I'd never stoop so low, there's no way. I've been scared by guys and thier cruelites, been punctured by relationship's brulaties. I've fucked the devil, but I want something new I've learned my lesson, and I want you. I'd go through hell to get to your heaven well i've been to hell and I'm ready for your lovin. My soul bears scars of my last lover, he treated me like shit, then he cheated on me, but I tell ya, that is all just my past I'm ready for a future, that will last with you.
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I want someone to love someone to kiss. I need someone to to love someone to miss. What is love? This thing I crave. What is pain? This thing i feel. The smile on my face looks so brave, but the pain in my heart is real. Pain is all I feel lonliness is what I embrace. Is happiness real? Or is pain all I face? The love i have touched deep within my heart Can it bring me happiness? Or just heartache? I loved once but it all fell apart, he broke my spirit, and took my heart. He said he loved me, but it was all lies, I trusted him and i dont know why. Can i ever trust again and have it be true??
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To all that have recently added me to your lovely pages. If i haven't gotten to your page yet. I apoligize. It's been real crazy and I'm not sure who i have and have not visited yet. So if you would leave me some love on here I will gladly get back to you.

My life only knows a broken heart. Why i stay around i don't know. Will anyone mend my broken heart??? Will I ever love again??? Will i find my one true love?? My soul mate?? The man that will give me children and make me happy??

What is Love?? This thing we feel with each other. Do I even know what love is?? I dont know anymore. I know i feel something for you. I know you feel something for me. But is it Love?? Is it real love?? I dont think i can tell anymore. I know what i want, but i dont know what you want. Give me a hint tell me straight out what you want. So that my heart and my head knows what to do.

My scars are herre, for all to see. The inside scars are easier to hide. The outside scars cannot be hidden. Those that know me will see them easier. I am always in the dark, it's where I love to be. I cry to myself, so that noone knows.