1925915's blog: "my poetry"

I Saw Your Silhouette Slowly Fade As You Walked Away From Me, I Had Never Experienced The Feeling Of Emptiness Until Now, I Was Stuck For Words, The Way You Made Me Feel Was Beyond Words And Slowly Dissolving In Front Of My Eyes Were All Those Happy Memories, I Could Feel The Hole In My Heart Growing, And The Missed Feelings Start To Seep Through, Letting Pain And Misery Multiply Like Nightmares And Making My Sunshine Fade Faster To Grey, You Where My World And The Foundations Of My Happiness, Yet With The Click Of You Fingers Everything Was Gone, I Was Just Left With A Never Ending Black Hole.

Can you handle me? The real me The mood swings, the bitching The sweet, caring mature Juxtaposed with the angry whining And the annoying side of me? Can you handle me Or do you lie and say you can? When you can't, when you don't want to? Is that why you push me aside, like a toy? Like I'm nothing? Ha! Well news for you... I have feelings. I'm real What am I to you? A plaything? A nothing? Pfft. I exist. I'm here Deal with it. If you hate me, tell me now, Don't keep me guessing? Go on You can't. You're scared of hurting me. I've been hurt before I know my real friends You aren't one of them. You're a pest Somebody who wants me for one thing only...I don't play that game I'm not interested I don't care how you sugar-coat it. I don't give a damn. Go on Tell me Can You Handle Me? ? ? ?

Stare into an empty room In some empty house People are there Yet it feels empty To the one who sits alone In a chair in the dark Voices coming from the stairs And that one sits alone To them the house is empty And their world is beginning Slowly, ever slowly It's being created So they wait For the house to blow away The people to be gone So they could be Alone

a courtyard filled with statues all different shapes and sizes you can look but not touch no bodies watching you rules were made to be broken gazing around the yard all alone finding company only in the gazes that the statues warmly return you. a cold wind blows and you remember you've been left alone no cameras, no eyes no rules, no lies their gaze's so warm their presence undeniable their feelings unshown their thoughts unknown lonesomness alone chilled wind cold voices in the night whispering breezes mimeing shadows and statues alike leave you alone all alone with but your fright.