Darth Revan's blog: "my poetry"

Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day after day and year after year Love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothig evr changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair

My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope Life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes To even care Would it...even matter Confussion and doubt Swirl around in my mind Like a dark foggy night Unable to see What use to be so clear So is this what they call living Or are we merely just excisting

As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thoguht would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has brcome a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Where love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodby to a dear friend

My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before

As I dreamt you were mine With your beautiful brown hair and your lovely green eyes We lay side by side And heart to heart As we look into each others eyes With our arms embracing one another I whisper that I will love you forever As out two souls become one And our love strengths day by day I will always love you and never stray

Recalling the past things that would been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin Silence enduring I cant hold it no more Shredding my heart In a whispering war Whispering tears Drown out Questions glance Exchange from eye to eye I was once you You were once me We were once one United yet free

As I look at you You ponder at me No words are needed Our heart and soul Seem to know What our lips fear to say What makes us stop Fear of the unknown Maybe its our wounded hearts Which we fear may bloom To fall uncontrollable To be loved unlimited Is this to fear??? My heart pounds The more you smile Our arms clasp one another As our lips give in

As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this real The way we are With all our pains and scars Can we overcome our doubt To prove even jaded flowers can sprout Our love feels so steady and strong there is not a thing thats wrong So where do we go Do we go fast or take it slow Does it even matter, my love is already yours... To be with someone who truly see's you like no eyes, ever have can it be anything else....

Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life wasn't fair So these wprds i say here is to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind, and your compassion these things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these last words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here, proud to call you a dear friend....