MsKissy's blog: "my poetry"

Bleeding heart full of pain

tears are flowing down like rain

manic thoughts of perpetual lies

devistating moans and thunder cries

Rivers of doubt flood my mind

no escape no solice to find

forever stuck  in a desperate hole

that ravishes my mind and my soul

tearing away at all that I feel

can't get away from this pain that's so real

Heart on fire from every fear

face is drenched with loveless tears

can I trust what they say do they really care

should I believe it all , my heart should I bare

or stay locked up forever inside

away from it all I cry and hide

this isn't how it all should be

I should be a happier me

Wondering

Have your ever really wondered

who are your true friends

or who you can  depend on

from now until the end

Have  you ever really wondered

what is real and what is fake

of how much more nonsense

your can truely take

Have you ever really wondered

if all the hurt will go away

if the loneliness and sorrow

will forever stay

Have you ever really wondered

if it will all be alright

if you will always have to cry

to get to sleep at night

If any of these things you've wondered

then it will be ok

because you are still here

to wonder another day.

Mine Forever

Walking down a cold dark hall

Water dripping down moistened walls

The stinch of death fills the air

Walking through cobwebs, they stick in my hair

Reaching the end I quiver in fear

Knowing the pain awaiting me is near

Standing at the entrance of a dark cold room

and in the middle a large old tomb

I slowly enter my body shaking in fear

Hearing strange voices whisper in my ear

Looking around scared to death

Then on my neck I feel his breath

Smelling his scent; so sweet so strong

Knowing the want I have is wrong

Turning around looking in his eyes

He grabs my neck, I gasp in surprise

With just one hand he lifts me in the air

His eyes fixed upon my in a lustful stare

Then pulls me close his breath on my cheek

Trying to talk but unable to speak

He tilts my head revealing his mark

He bites deep and hard, everything goes dark

I awake with a craving, a longing , a lust

for blood, to feed is now a must

He offers his wrist so that I can taste

The sweet blood nectar that is laced

With life and love with me he shares

For this is how he shows he cares

He pushes me away, stop now thats enough

You need to be strong for now it gets rough

Teaching you all you need to know

No need to rush we will take it slow

We have eternity to spend together

Now that you are mine forever.

Meeting of Hearts

Sensual nights filled with love and care

 Moments of passion for us to share

Entangled in lust our bodies do meat

My mind is racing my heart skips a beat

Drops of sweat cover our brow

Our bodies collide as one person now

Moans and cries of ecstasy fill the air

It’s a meeting of hearts with love to share

Other Part of Me

There are no words to describe how you make me feel

But all the love I feel in my heart that is truly real

I know I was deceitful and I told you lies

But I didn’t want to lose you, didn’t want to hear good-byes

I’ve never met anyone like you that seems to be

That special person I need in my life the other part of me

I promise to be truthful and then you will see

You did find your dream come true the day that you found me

Used 

My body is just a pawn you use in your game

You use me and abuse me and you don’t even know my name

I like all the attention but I just can stand the pain

You push so hard that it feels like lightning during the rain

After we are finished you just push me away

All you do is laugh at me and you have nothing nice to say

But the weird thing about it is I cant stay away

I keep telling myself  this is the last day

I said that I love you but that cant be true

Because if I really loved you these things to me I would not let you do

Just One of the Guys

It seems to me it cant be real

I mean its hard for me to express how I fee

lI toy with my own emotions, I make myself cry

Then just minutes later I try to figure out why

I’m not very attractive, in fact I’m quite plain

With this attitude and appearance I’ve brought myself much pain

Many friends say that I am pretty, to me its just lies

Because if I am so pretty…..Why do I feel like just one of the guys?

Through the Eyes of an Angel

Through the eyes of an angel the world is kind and pure

Your body is a temple, your mind and open door

That fills up with aspects of all the worldly things

The knowledge of the universe and all the joy it brings

Your heart is filled with anger, with lust, with love

That can be sweet, true, and pure as a single white dove

Through the eyes of an angel you’re my sweet and trusted friend 

You’re the one that I can count on from now until the end

You’re the one I want to hold me and tell me everything is right

You’re the one I want to be with each and every night

So through the eyes of an angel the world is perfect you see

But it cannot be perfect for you are not with me

Rest in Peace

Endless whispers, shadowed dreams

Chaotic emotions and fantasies

Ravage my body and fill my heart

Twisting my mind and soul apart

River of tears, shadowed dreams

Sensual temptations and ecstasy

Flooding my mind and my soul

Ripping my heart to pieces I’m losing control

A never ending circle of misery and pain 

Pleasures of the heart are driving me insane

Disturbing flashes of days gone by

Cant deal with it all I desperately cry

I need to put my manic heart at ease

and let my troubled mind rest in peace