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created on 08/23/2010  |  http://fubar.com/my-poems/b335497

Tonight


I called you tonight needed to hear ur voice,
Just wanted you to know what ima bout to do is my choice.
I cant go on loving someone I can no longer have,
I cant continue to live my life heartbroken and sad.

I've tried to move on but every thought I have is consumed by you,
Just hold this is something I need you to do.
Listen to me hear my plea,
Its the least you could do to help set me free.

I cant be haunted by a love that once was,
Cant you love me jus cuz.
I mean seriously all that I gave,
Your going to let me take this to my grave.

Tell me you love me one last time,
Whisper in my ear everything will be fine.
I never did anything to make u leave,
And what you did to me I can not believe.

The tears are falling so fast and hard,
These feelings Im trying to discard.
I got the blade to my wrist,
I cant believe those words just left your lips.

You dont love me and I need to move on,
That in this world our hearts dont belong.
I pull the blade down my skin,
I say out loud Please father forgive me for I have sinned.

You can here in my voice something is not right,
You tell me your sorry and its goodbye.
I start to bleed everywhere but not enough,
I pull out my box full of stuff.

I ask you before you hang up to listen to one more thing,
I slip on my finger the last gift you gave me, a ring.
I take out the box a borrowed gun,
Noone ever said love was fun.

I tell you I love you no matter what,
I close my eyes hold them shut.
Pull the trigger......

Good Bye

Because I love you, I can let go.
I still care bout you deeply my feelings I will not show.
I think bout you every night before bed,
All through out the day thoughts of you flow through my head.

I listen to song you sent me after one of our last fights,
Believe me baby I wish I could make everything right.
I'll never forget the way we laughed or the hours we spent talking,
But honestly that doesn't keep me from walking.

We both moved on and grew up a little bit more,
There's no more trying to settle the score.
Just when I think your gone for good,
You come back and make everything so misunderstood.

I can't continue this cycle of off and on,
I hate to say this but please be gone.
No more late night call's of I love you,
No more confusion of what to do.

There's no more me there's no more us,
I'm sorry baby its for the best, simply must.
Let me go there's something better out there then me,
Once you let go you will finally see....

Good Bye Eric....

I'm Sorry...

  I got a call yesterday with some saddening news,

Friends say they saw you recently looking so confused.

They said the spark that once lit your eye's is gone,

 They said you roamed around looking to belong.

 

The saddest part is you were lost in your own world you couldn't them there,

 Off into the clouds you drifted to stare.

They said tear's filled their eye's as the walked on by,

 Realizing now why I could no longer try.

 

They heard the horror stories but couldn't believe it true,

  I did a good job at hiding myself when I was black and blue.

They asked me to call you to see if you were okay,

 I told them it was better if I just stayed away.

 

 I cried when I hung up the phone,

I so wanted to call you and tell you to come home.

 That wouldn't have been the right thing to do,

No matter how much I still love and miss you....



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