Paula's blog: "My Poems"

Two souls join to never to part. Love fills the heart. Knowing that Love last forever. Never to be severd. One heart consumed in Darkness. Never really knowing love or its likeness. The other consumed in Light. Always there for the other never to take flight. The ying to the others yang. Filled with so much love that it hits with a bang. One hoping that the other opens to receive. Never to be deceived. One heart wants to give the other something to believe in. The other believeing they live in sin. Two souls balancing each other. Never to be parted by another. Reaching to be held. Never to let the other down to fell. Two hearts beating as one . Can you hear their hearts song? Two souls join in the bonds of love . That is blessed from above. Two souls now belong. Oh how they waited so long. Love can touch the Darkness. Now you can say you know the likeness. For love brings the Light. Oh what a sight. poem by : Paula

There is a soul in everyone.

Their life is their story and song.

If you sit and listen you can hear their beautiful melody.

And at times you can heart their heart break a million miles away.

It doesn't matter if it's night or day.

It doesn't matter what part of the world you live in to find your true love.

Love is pure from above.

it see's no wrong in another.

You could be from Heaven or from Down under.

When love hits you it is a blessing

So open your heart and let it sing .

Don't run nor hide from what you feel .

For love can heal .

So take that minute out of your day .

And listen to what the Soul has to say.

To love someone is the best thing a person can do .

It is fresh as the morning dew.

The heart is the greatest gift that is given freely.

It can make a person in love act silly.

When love is returned to the other person that is True Love .

It is a gift from above.

Take me heart as your own for all time .

Will you be my Valentine?

Valentine Day is here.

What can I say that is Dear?

As I sit here thinking of all of you .

 I am not as blue .

I am thinking of all my friends near and far .

I am thankful for all of ya'll.

So take this day and think of everyone.

 Even the ones that are alone .

You never know who you might make smile .

So pick up the phone and just dial .

And just remember it's never a wrong number.

But watch out someone might grumble.

This day though is about love .

So guys don't forget to wear a glove.

                                   As i sit here on my bed
                Thoughts run through my head
                 What did i say that upset you and made you dismayed?
                 Tell me what i must say
                  I rack my brain to figure this out
                 Wondering what this is all about
                  I try to say I Love You and you go away
                  We haven't spoken in days
                  As i sit upon my bed and wonder if you are ok
                  Just tell me what i must do or say
                  Life is miserable without you
                  Oh if only i had a clue
                  As I sit upon my bed and dream of our future life
                  I could just end it with just one slice
                  But, yet i see a small glamour in the far off distance
                  But, without you it is just a penance
                  I see a golden haired girl child with big eyes like yours
                  And it its us she adores
                  I see allot of things as i sit here on my bed wondering
                  I sit here just pondering
                  As the light touches the Earth's crust
                  I wonder do you know it is you i trust?
                  Everything I am and everything I do ,do you know all I think about is you?
                  As i sit upon my bed at this hour though i am so blue
                 Yes, with just one slice I could end it all
                  But , with that one look into the future i see you with a child and and a ball
                  How happy we both are with this child of golden hair and big eyes like yours
                  And how much I Love you both and your both so adored
                  I am wondering though if I reached out my hand would you take it into yours and take the life I see for us both?
                  Or am I just seeing ghosts?
                  As I sit upon my bed and think of only you my head full of thoughts of just ending it all
                  Would you care if you saw?
                  Would you care if I was no more and neither was this beautiful brave little blonde haired big eyed girl we so adore?
                   As I sit upon my bed and wonder is there a cure?
                  Life without you wouldn't be a life
                  So , maybe I should end it with just one slice
                  No more me no more future no more beautiful blonde haired  big eyed four year old girl who loves us without fault  
                   You are He whom i have sought
                    But, I wonder do you even know how much I have fought to get to this moment
                   So if not here it is I am making this statement
                  I Love You ! you crazy man
                  So take my hand
                 So i don't have to wonder anymore
                 So i know our love goes to the core
                 I want this beautiful brave blonde haired big eyes like yours four year old girl of our future
                I have been told i give good smooches
                So pucker up baby and give me a kiss  
                This is my one true wish
                To have you and Kalilia in my life
                That if I do not have it I truly feel like I could die
                As i sit upon my bed and I think my mind wonders to what it will be like to have this child of ours
                 Oh how our heart with all this love for her is large

When I look into your eyes I see everything

I see a long ago King

Your eyes are open to me

They are the true key

They are the way into your heart and soul

This I know

I see you looking for the one day when you are right again with the world

Just like every man looks for the perfect pearl

You have been looking for me as I have been looking for you all my life

And I have to sigh

My search has been a long search

And I pray that this poem works

As you see me you look into my eyes

And you see to your surprise

It is me you have been looking for as well

And it is as a crystal bell

You reach out and take my hand

And you pull me close to you to stand

You pull me near

And you whisper in my ear

"It is you , My Queen! I have searched for you everywheres ."

And you look into my eyes and just stare

You see everything in them as i see everything in yours

We see right down to the very core

We see every pain , every hurt , every love we have inside of us

And say a little pray at our luck

We have found each other as we look into each others eyes

Oh how I wish I could die

I wish to hold you and kiss you and be with you yet I know

You wish to put everything on hold

But as I look into your beautiful eyes I see you want to love me

But you think if you do you  are weak

Oh how I sigh

I want to cry

Because I want to be with you , to help you , want you , Love you

So take this as your queue

As I look into your beautiful eyes and you look into mine

It isn't a crime

Just let me in to love you for the rest of time ,My heart

It is you I have saught

As I look into your beautiful eyes I see everything

You who is my long ago King

                    As i grow older each year 

                    Time becomes more dear

                     The heart starts to feel more

                     And comes from deep within the core

                     As we get older guys tend to become younger

                     And the heart is pulled under

                     But why does Age have to be about age ?

                     It is just another book with more then one page

                     Noone can choose who the heart loves

                     It is just something that it does

                     Sure love hurts and that is why walls are built

                      To protect the heart that is like silk

                      If I had just one wish

                      It would be that age didnt exist

                      Age is just a number that tells how old

                      But to forget the number is just bold

                      So why does age play into everything and keep some from being truly happy?

                     Some think it is just too sappy

                     Some even think or say let live or let die

                     Oh how i sigh

                      Why does Age have to be about Age?

                      Come on even some play it out on the stage

                      So Why does Age have to be about age?

                  It is dark this midnight hour

                  High above I sit in my tower

                  I watch and listen to every sound

                  Down below I hear the hounds

                  Yet , as I sit and wait

                  Wondering what will be my fate

                  Will he come for me here?

                  Oh how I want him to be near

                   Hark ! could it be him ?

                  Oh how my chance are slim

                  Yet , at this midnight hour I hope and pray

                  Oh I do not know what to say

                   I pray for the Defenders

                  And I pray for the messengers

                  I pray for all the people down below

                  As the winds blow cold

                  It is dark at this midnight hour

                 I pray no one's fighting cowards

                 Everyone is fighting to reach me so high in my tower

                 As the noises from below gets louder

                 I sit and wait for my Prince Charming  to come

                 I listen to the ever present sounds then some

                 It is ever so dark at this midnight hour

                 High above as I sit in my tower

              In the growing shadows,
 
              There was in me a growing battle,
 
             I couldn't see my way out ,
 
            I was so full of doubt ,
 
            I couldn't fill any love ,
 
            Not even when i soared  high in the sky like a dove  so far above ,
 
            I as looking for the man i have seen so many times in my dreams,
 
            And i didn't know which way to turn  it seems,
 
           I don't want to be that half of a soul anymore,
 
           I want my Dream Man, whom through out time,I have always adored,
 
           I want to give myself to him like i did before completely ,
 
           To have him touch me , kiss me , to love me like he use to oh so sweetly ,
 
           This Dream Man and I in our past lives fit together so perfectly so deeply ,
 
           In this new life I want to find this Dream Man for keepys,
 
           He might not be tall like most ,
 
           But, He is everything to me and he doesn't care how tall he is and he doesn't boost,
 
           He loves me for me and he wants nothing but the best ,
 
           Even though i live far to the West,
 
            He doesn't care if I am always a mess ,
 
            Who would have known or guessed ,
 
             When I look into his eyes I see everything ,
 
             I see all the love , all the passion , all the needs , all the caring , and i see all the pain ,
 
            Just like in a painting ,
 
            I see all the beauty in his eyes ,
 
            And i see no lies ,
 
            I see the past , present , and the future when i look so deeply,
 
            Your love is a guiding light  that i see so purely ,
 
            Your love is so healing , so pure  , so unconditional , so warm ,
 
            Your love has settled my broken heart that was like a raging storm,
             I want someone who believes in me as i believe in them ,
 
            With eyes so pure with love in them that i could swim,
 
             I have found you my Dream Man ,
 
            That my love for you makes it hard to stand ,
 
            So when you are in doubt of if i Love You,
 
            Just remember my love is like the morning dew,
 
            Fresh and is all for You!!

                                                   Your love heals this heart that was broken
 
                                                  This is more then a token
 
                                                  I know now with LOVE anything is possible again
 
                                                  Even thou this is where LOVE begins
 
                                                  I want this LOVE to never end
 
                                                  If i could wrap this LOVE i have up for you I would defiantly Send
 
                                                   Baby, I thank you for this miracle
 
                                                    I LOVE that you have chosen me to be your wife
 
                                                    If it takes all my life
 
                                           I will somehow proof it to you that this is right
 
                                                    You are the purest of light
 
                                                   It makes me feel like i can take flight
 
                                                   If there was no us what would have been left of me?
 
                                                    You have filled me with this very strong need
 
                                                   You have made me so happy and whole
 
                                                    What you have done to fix me We may never know
 
                                                     You are the Pure Light
 
                                                     You are the man who brought me out of the dark as my White Knight
 
                                                      In the deepest part of my heart there was a wish
 
                                                      Then you came and with your computer gave me a kiss
 
                                                      You fixed and melted this Princess's heart of Ice 
 
                                                       With your pure heart there can be no lies
 
                                                       With our LOVE it has healed this once broken heart