Butterfly Dreams's blog: "My Poems"

Fire rises high into the air A thick coat of gray forming from the flames A burning sensation rising through the blood His blood, the man that caused this heat Pain and suffering echoes from the smoke Screaming no longer cries but horrid screeching The flames reflect through mine eyes Watching the bodies of smoking minds run Flocking around one another in a hurried panic Skin scorched and sizzled to nothing Bubbling like plastic on a display model Popin and busting open with white gore Terror and pain sketched into the eyes of the dead Teeth white, pure against the scorched lips Fingers twisted and curled in the pain of the flames Hair burnt to nothing against the black skinned head Dirt and ashes flying around the feet of those panicing Mouths wide, screaming and eyes wide with terror One by one dropping to the floor choked from the thick air Others stepping and jumping over the fallen Some stop to help, other's close to insanity When will the horror of these hell flames end Orange, red, blue, green the warmth terrifying The site yet interesting Lives lost, minds gone, life distroyed in one long panic

Reality is tough, we all know that, but people are not. Hearts are harmed in life's way, when they try to love. To have them ripped from their warm cozy homes, where they use to be loved, Is a way of abuse and un-heartly justice. The pain I have suffered throughout my years have taught me alot. Though, when certain lives have harmed those of another, specially mine, Life gets tougher. To be called a liar, and to be called someone of nothing, My heart falls deeper into my chest where its cold and dank. Going out into the world, I know the pains and sarrows. But to have the same thing come to me within my walls of protection. What is a girl to do? Toughin up, Protect Herself no matter the cause! Come at me with your sharpened words, your hate, your jealousy! Fine, I stand ready with a sheild of pure gold! I fall no more! I will not allow my heart to be dragged under, No More! Now is the time I stand for myself and for those that truly, deeply love me! Prick my nerve, prick me all you want to. I will not allow you to penitraite my skin! I will not allow you to get the best of me! I'm no longer that little girl that hides behind Daddy's legs! I will stand tall for myself, I will bring my fists up and awaite for your harm! Life is rough. Love is rough. People are harsh. But I will not allow these things to bring me down, to ruine my life. I've learned from my mistakes, I've learned from those nasty people that I thought were there for me. I've learned! I've loved, and been hurt! I know now who is true to me, and I know now who has lied!! No more! No More! NO MORE!! I live for myself and for those who surround me with true love and friendship. Be off beast! You fowl beasts!!! Be off!!

Life is short and you must live it to the fullest Though things may get in the way, your have to harden your heart My eyes are open now and I see the truth The ones that have harmed me are now no more I let thy go and I move to better things My pain no longer holds me back And that is a fact The truth is out though it hurts so much Its what I needed in order to move on I cry no more I hurt no more I live now for those true My life is starting And now I continue on Thanks to those that have stood by Thanks to those whom have supported me I move on now And smile on my way to a life so true

A heart so cold A soul so black Now I'm just getting to the fact You think your the shit But thats just not it I'm tired of your ways I'm tired of your games Get over yourself And just get through your filth It's not all about you It's more about the pain you give others, so shoo Life is more than your drama Go back to your momma Make sure you take your ways along the path of shame It's all the same With your filthy lies And tainted smile Go away you nasty beast The two in your games should be your only feast Shoo now Shoo We're done with you!

Only she can know Only she can want She blaimes others for her dismise She wants others to obsesse over her Her eyes wander around the world and those around her Looking for her target to prey on Only to find an innocent soul nearby Obsession gets the best of her Wanting, Needing that young souls world She wants, she loves, she obsesse's over this desire Causing the poor innocent soul to suffer with worry, with confussion "Why did she do this to me?" the poor soul cries in pain Not knowing the truth, she cries her life away The obsesser only sitting back and laughing at the pain of another Not a care in the world, just a cruel and evil smile Soon.....her time comes.

The world as we know is harsh and cruel The little girl can only cry and wail To find only a life that suites her best The fantasy of her mind is the only place she finds rest Where she believes she's the queen of all Caring not in the least of others pain She judges them cause their not like her She laughs at them trying to be Only the world she lives in she finds herself wonderful But in the real world, everyone sees her lies and insaine ways We feel sorry for her But what is ther to do? Can't make her seek help, cause to her, she's perfect 'Tis a shame 'Tis a huge shame Unicorns and Fairies are not life But to her, its a way of life Sorry to say, but the anger and pain will not fade Her lies are nothing but a scared little girl deep inside She plundges the spear in everyone else Only to make them hate her more and more But to her, what is there a care in the world. For her fairies and unicorns seem to be the only ones who care........

Such love and desire of life itself Blood rushes through the veins of the beauty My mind rushes with joys and love I think about it and strive to acheive such thoughts and wants To want more and more I decided to try Blood the color of life itself My desire is to savior its colorization To see the wound bleed with pain I smile to the thought of saving that pint Save the savior of such luscious fluid To save the innocent from harm and from loss I grab the handle of my gun Aimed the nose towards the enemy and demand the pain to fade No longer shall this be a burden The beauty and the blood live again to save the innocent another day

A person can only be but so faithful with thy words To look at another and judge them for what they are Giving the lies they have told Only to believe only their own words A poets dream is to be the Queen or King of words so deep But to look at another and give such hate Never to think about what they say They judge anothers work, speak about how others judge one another Then turn around, and never see how they act themselves A poem is what comes straight from the heart Yet that judgemental people seem to not care Only to care about themselves and no one else Look into the mirror and think hard about what you say It could be the truth about only yourself than those around you To be judgement is to be a liar Do not judge If you do judge Take your own advice

She knows only the honest beliefs of herself and those around her Only to find out a few are very untrue To think of them as such a thing as a model But to find out they only came out to be the enemy She cries at night wondering why this came to be Wandering and pondering why its all the same To be blaimed for things she has never done To be blaimed for things others have done to her Why should this be done to her She did nothing wron But she knows who the honest one is within this fight To know this, she smiles with great delight To be loved and cherished by her family To be loved and cherished by her true friends To be loved and cherished by her one true love She thinks about the day again and smiles with ease To know who the real person is here today and within the future To smile with pure delight and insperation She knows she is loved and cared for by the honest ones in her life Not to worry no longer Not to cry anymore She knows those that have harmed her are within the wrong of the day To know this, she turns and walks away On to better things she knows she can do On to better people to get to know and love and cherish within herself No more worry, no more care of the lost pain Here comes a brighter, more safisticated woman to the world No more pain, only the honesty of the real true life To be cared for and to be loved by the real Honesty, will bring her a long way

It continues on and on everyday You cant make them believe no matter how hard you try I think about those days, the days that have harmed my soul Yet I dont know the truth about why this was done to me I do not envy, I do not regret I stood there and defended my right, my reputation, and my body from harm No matter how hard they try, this warrior will bot budge Try to break my armor with a rock, it will get you no where One day I will rise, rise higher than you'll ever be able to I will rise to the sky and become one known by the evil Known as the protector of the innocent I will slay the demons and the hell on this earth I will help those in need and become more superior than ever Try to harm me with your nasty words and childish behavior I can't help you see the truth because your lies hide it Its a shame, but no longer will I care I take this time to tell you You are no longer a bother in my life Demons are gone, sin is gone Now what awaits me is a true and beautiful life To become a student within the law To become a wife soon to be To become a true mother of beautiful children And to even give children in need a good home To protect abused children from harm To help abused animals in need I will find a better life No longer shall I weep and stress over such worthless things I tried, you failed Nothing more can I do I do not care, I'm and through with you