Chrys's blog: "My poems, and stories."

Cascada – Everytime We Touch lyrics I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me I still feel your touch in my dreams Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why Without you it's hard to survive 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go Want you in my life Your arms are my castle Your heart is my sky They wipe away tears that I've cried The good and the bad times We've been through them all You make me rise when I fall 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go Want you in my life 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side

Night to day. Day to night. I go on my own way. To forget what's in my sight. I'm being caged down like a bird. With no freedom to fly away. I didn't want to be first nither the third. Couldn't do nothing but hear the wind sway. Drops of water drips in the cold silence. The winds roar through the dark. The darkness where there is no violence. I can hear the bark peeling off the trees, and the dogs bark. There's a chill in the air. There's no where to go. There's always someone to turn to. But, there's no one there. My bones ache along with my heart. I've lost everything that I dreamt of. I feel like I'm falling apart. There's nothing left, but to fly away like a dove. The sounds of silence. The rapid beating of my heart is filled with violence. poem written by me: Kiara/Chrys.

From out of sight. There was a red light. Two Eagles flew out of no where. Two twins were standing there. Pain of agony, and tears of sorrow. Birds falling out of their nest, and the twins follow. The eagles collided into the twins. As everyone's world spins. Pain, death, agony, and revenge in the peoples hearts. As the twins began to fall apart. Twins crashed and so did the eagle in the middle of no where. Another eagle crashed and rolled into the pentagon. Screaming on the streets and crys of help under the fallen twins. Questions, and hate whirls and spins. Revenge is very near. Prayer is coming from every where. Many survivors. Some survivors lay forever. Searching for revenge and justice. Searching for others and laying others down to rest in peace.

»My first born child's name is Rachael Dianne Aikins. She was born on June 17th, 2005. She was 6lbs 7oz. She was born with jaundus, and had to be hooked up to a apnea monitor, and a billy blanket for her jaundus. I had her natural, and she had trouble breathing when she came out, I was happy to see her when they brought her to see me. She is now 20 months old on March 17, 24 lbs 14ozs. She is growing slowly especially from being born small. My second child's name is Lucas Alexander Aikins. He was born on July 4rth, 2006. He was 8lbs 1oz. He was also born with jaundus, and his jaundus cleared up on his own, because the insurance didn't want to pay for his billy blanket only because of the level of his jaundus was to low to cover it. I tryed to have him natural, I pushed for two hours, and he was stuck and I had to have an emergency c-section. I went thru a lot of pain and agony but it was worth it. He too had trouble breathing when he came out. When I was pregnant with him I had a high risk pregnancy. I had something called placenta previa. I had to in bed rest, and wasn't allowed to do anything but rest. It was hard for me to deal with that couldn't even play with my first born at all. She was always mad when I couldn't pick her up, change her diaper, and of course play with her. I couldn't even walk much cause it hurt to do anything. Now he is going to 8 months old on March 4rth. He is 22lbs 4ozs. He is healthy all except he was born with acid reflux and now have to take medicine till it goes away if it does go away. Both are now happy and healthy even with family struggles and obstacles that all of us have to face. We all have our good and bad moments, and no marriage is perfect, and there will always be bumps in the road. Rachael has strawberry blonde hair with brown eyes, and Lucas has Brown hair with grayish blue eyes. We will be moving into a house and get out of where we are before it gets worse. I hope every thing will get better from there. I gone thru the post partum and everything. I'm doing better now and happier.