I guess I am just use to being single that it doesn’t really faze me anymore. Sure, there are the moments that I wish I had someone special to cling to, late nights when I wish I had the warmth of my loves arms to keep me safe through the darkest hours and their soft soothing voice telling me “everything is going to be alright”; on days when I feel that the world could just collapse below my feet.
I have had my share of assholes. One that even left me both physically and emotionally scared. I can just never find the middle with any guy; an even balance. Of course you are want to spend time with the person you care about. Yet, you can’t spend 24/7 with them. There has to be room for your own interest and friends. It’s how you keep the spice in a relationship. I always end up with people that spend too much time with me or the ones that completely blow me off. Let’s not even get started on cheaters and liars….
People tell me that I am to picky; I don’t believe I am picky. I just have standards. I crave a guy that is loving and affectionate, but not afraid to be kinky in the bedroom. Yes, I did say kinky. You can call me a slut but I am not afraid of my sexuality. I am a very sexual person, it is normal and healthy. I am by no means a tramp. I just know what I want out of life. The biggest trait I want a guy to have is Geekyness! I find a guy with brains and intelligence to be incredibly sexy.
