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Well I told you all I would update you whenever I have an update. I just got comformation that my family either wont help me out or cant, so looks like Im going to have to make this 50 mile juourney to my drill by foot in the North Carolina heat. I dont know when my next blog will be since this will be the last time I have wfi for a long time, to tell you all the truth I dont know if Ill be around wfi again. If I dont come back well then I never made it to my destination and to all my friends I made here, I love all of you so very much, you all have made my life better then it was without you guys.
Well where to start, well the best part would be at the beginning Im guessing right. Well those who remember me I was Sondierengineer on here from April 2009 to May 2012. I took a 4 year break to try and get my life back together, for the most part it worked, but I was never able to get my E-6 which I needed to stay in the Army. As soon as I got out, I joined the Army Reserves, I got a 54k settlement from the Army for doing that for the years I put into the Army. That money was to help me out till I could find work, however the person I was with at the time decided to blow all that money in the first 6 months. I was with this person for 11 years, and was I perfect no, but neither was she. The relationship was so toxic that neither one of us were happy but with the militaries health insurance and all her health problem I thought it would be best for her just to stay married, even though she treated me like shit, by sleeping around, telling me what I can and cant do (mostly what I couldnt do ) with the money I was bringing in, and the last 5 years she was getting physical with me, no black eyes or anything but she was still hitting me in the face, knowing damn well if I would retaliate that I would go to jail. Well once all the money was gone she hit me in the face again, so I packed up my cloths and left for a few nights, well she calls me up and tells me shes leaving and not to come back because her family would be there and it wouldnt end well for me if I showed back up. She took my bank account down to -$540, took everything she could fit in a truck and trailer which was basicaly everything, and all my food, and my dog. I know all of you are saying no not the dog, the thing that sucks the most was having no food or away of getting food since I had no money. There is one reason Im kind of glad she took my dog for now, one with no money coming in how would I take care of him and feed him when I can barely feed myself right now. And for those who thinks oh just get off your ass and get a job, well I have been trying Ive been putting in over 100 job applications a week, they either say we have found someone who is more qualified for the job, or my favorit one, Im over qualified for the job. I was a carpenter for 14 years in the Army but I broke my back in 2010, so what Im qualified for I can no longer do. Well then I should go to school right, well I know me I hate school and I wouldnt be able to focus, and I dont feel like paying for the classes back if I fail. Now I have until the 3rd of August to come up with over $2,000 or Im going to be on the streets. Which that should cover the past, now getting into the pressent time, I found out that from the espestice exposer I reseved in 2006-2009 and a month worth in 2013, there is a high possibility that I could have mesothelioma, if you dont know what that is, its a rare type of lung cancer that is un curable, but if caught early enough it can be treated, but if its to late for that its fast acting and most people die within two years. But there is a silver lining there is a huge amount of money that comes along with it. Do I know if I have it or not, no I dont right now, but Im trying to get tested for it, and I have a person whose suposed to be helping me get there, but everytime they tell me they are bringing me something comes up and they cant. Its getting to the point of if I have this cancer, I mosre then likely wont be homeless, but without it I more then likely will be. I will keep you posted here, when I have something to post, so dont expect a blog every day, Im only going to blog when I have updates for you all that reads this.
