I sat and wonder why i deal with the life i have and wonder if its worth it i guess ill never know when it is worth all what i go through. my husband likes to drink and hit people and then he perfers to drink instead of taking care of his kids and he doesnt show none respect then the next day its all im sorry i didnt mean to i wont do it again. i don't understand why i deal with it sometimes i sit and think maybe cus i love him and then i tell my self is it worth all that just cus i love him i dont know what to do anymore
