I find myself dweling on the past
Where I was, who I was with, and what I had
Many thoughts retrace back to you
And why we ended this way
Where did we start to go wrong?
Where did I start falling out of love?
I don't blame myself
I don't wonder what I did wrong
I know that I gave all I had possible
A fire lit inside me
From the day I met you
I longed to have you
And I willingly gave myself to you
Thou I also took it away
Thought you were mine
Thought you understood
How much love I possessed
For you and our child
All the lies and stories
The rumors and trouble
I was real with you
Honest; faithful; ride or die
Its only right to expect it in return
My faith was lost
My purity taken
My morals; gone
My heart broken
I just couldnt accept it any longer
Revenge was never my agenda
I dont get down like that
No games; no disputes
Not angry; just hopeless
I slowly slipped away
Slowly left my love
Left my hopes and dreams
Of you and I; together
You dispise me for leaving
Years have passed us by
You are a different character
Within a different world
Living a different lifestyle
A lifestyle I would NEVER allow
My children grow in my heart
With a Father that loves them
and cares for them
As you did my niece
All those years before
To this day I love you
I love the man you once were
The best friend I once had
I don't weep in anger
I weep in love
