My Honesty is something that i have always showen whom i am and what i am made of well part of what i am made of.... Just over the past few months i have been more blunt about it all thanks to a good friend "Thanks Jay". All my friends will tell you im there for them no matter what even to opening my home to them and being there for them as much as im able to be there for them as. Life isnt all that complicated if you think about it i have friends that have had a worse family life than me or the same as me. But we all lead life differntly each and every day. Its a matter of looking to the next day and getting over what ever has happen. I know its easier said then done, by all means i know that for sure. But with each day i want all my friends to know im here for you no matter what. weather its a shoulder to lean on, someone to just let out pain thats dug deep inside our tainted souls. We all have happy ending some day either alking it over or pushing more and more each day. We all have times were it feels as nobody is home. But we have just shut out the world and, its ok we are have it in us. Just like love....yeah there is that word we are search for its hard to find and when we find it it like we float on a cloud nine and make it all worth wild, fly to the end of time to make it all work. Its a fact. Why do i care about saying any of this because i am human and i care for all my friends and family that i have in my life. Even the man that has grabed my heart i care and love him very much and if people cant understand that then they need to grow up because its human nature. Dont tell me to forget about stuff that matters to me because all u will do is piss me off. I care for many things and alot of people. Everything i do everything i say, everything i want, everything i need, everytihng i know has taken me years to see and get or want. I have my down upset days that i want to cry but its ok i want to make u see that everything is all ok because if i didnt or you didnt you wouldnt be human and u wouldnt see who i am. and if u cant see all that then i dont need u. Dont try and change me, dont try and change my friends, or what we are made of because most likely we will all gather together and tell u just how u can handle your self
My small nit friends has grown to more of a family that id lay my own heart in there hands for i know as i do for them they would do the same for me in a heart beat. With the notice of things 98% of my friends are males hmmmmmm. maybe cause i dont trust a female
Jay once again thanks for being there with all we have gone through. i have ur side when ever in need. thick thin no matter what i gottca because no one can rip us apart many have tried none have managed to do it. I love you man
Dex in just a short time we have become friends to you are my best friend my brother and dammit it man u always make me laugh and always remember im herefor u. Let some bitch ass mess with u or hurt u and ill really hurt them.Im not ready to play nice with ones who hurt family. you are my bro for life. I love ya lil bro
Daniel well were do i start besides there isnt a day that passes that you make sure i have a smile on my face with something silly or somehting serious. You still fight to make me smile. You have helped my mom and i so much since we moved in more ways then one. As i told Dex im not ready to play nice and i wont back down from anything you and i have talked about. It would be like tossing everything i ment to be not worth liveing for. I Love ya for lots of reasons.
Mr needs no name.....well i cant really say much as for you and i. because there is no explaining anything really we have had out ups and downs and pushed through no matter what. We have always had our haters since day ine and all i can say is fuckem. It just gives someone else a break on who they are talking about. We live some we learn some but we also make sure that we are ok. I love u so put the smile on and see what things are right and wrong.
