Matt,
well it's been 5 days now.. i don't know when the next time you'll read your myspace.. but i've stopped crying now.. I don't know if you even care but it doesn't matter.. this will help me with the final step of being over you..
First of all i think it was so stupid of you to waste your time driving 5 hours to see me.. if you were just gonna hang out with your buddies for the whole night instead of spending more time with me.. I know you invited me out.. but did you think "wow my girlfriend is staying home to cook dinner for me and my friends" NO.. but that's okay.. and then to disregaurd my safty.. that was another let down right there... You totally disapointed me Matthew.. and then to see you were already messaging other girls 2 hours after we broke up.. wow talk about moving on fast... but that's fine... i hope you find that trailer park trash girl you deserve...
I hope you know how royally you fucked up.. You had a good WOMAN.. who was willing to take care of you.. love you for all that you were and all your imperfections... I never judged you.. i never thought less of you untill last saturday.. you might not regret... now.. maybe not even this year... but one day when your next girl cheats on you.. cause trust me she will.. I know why they all cheat on you Matt.. you know why they all cheat on you... you'll be wishing you still had me.. cause i was FUCKING GOOD TO YOUR ASS... and everything you said were just all lies.. how you'd never break my heart.. or hurt me.. you are such a liar.. and you might not believe in KARMA.. but I DO.. and trust me you'll get yours one day.. and i will feel sad for you..
i'm really done with you Matthew.. I'm over it now.. you told me i could find better.. and you are right.. I can.. I am beautiful in the inside.. no matter how much i fake the outside to look pretty.. I'm a caring and beautiful person in the inside.. and you can never tell me different.. you on the other hand.. you just made yourself look like a user and a liar.. you used me for free rent, food, shoes, and good times... It will come back to you oneday Matthew .. and when the shit hits the fan.. I hope you remember me.. and say.. "OH is this what I did to Annalisa.. wow I'm a real shitty person" cause that is what you are.. you might think you have a good heart.. but your actions are far from it.. GROW UP and become a MAN... not a boy trapped in a 25 year old man's body..
I'm not an evil person Matt.. I will give you your blanket and pillow.. and your clothes and contacts.. I want my remote controler back for my garage... maybe oneday down the line when i'm compeletly over this we can be friends.. but for right now .. i doubt it.. cause you're such an asshole.. I'm really hurt with the whole messaging other girls and about denise.. i asked you if she wanted your ass.. and you told her you were free and come get you.. I hope she can take care of your ass.. cause i'm not gonna do it ever again. I DID SO MUCH SHIT FOR YOU.. YOU REALLY FUCKED ME OVER ..
have a good life and good luck to you cause you are really gonna need it..
annalisa
