geo's blog: "my drunken rant"

more then onece we find ourselfs seeking the un-findable, we all have this vision of who it is that we want,be it the social fantasy built upon a dream or something more tangible,solid,more reasonable profile based on the needs of the now.. truth is,we can not control who we meet,no matter how we try,but with that said,neither can we control who it is that we fall for. the human race has come all this way in uncertin times only to find its self still hopelessly lost among the vast sea of knowldge that it so takes pride in discovering.that being said,with all that we know,and all the more that there is to know,why havent we just givin into the fact that we can not control that which we can not understand, now i know that this blog may seem to have a certin subjet, a point to be made on any one issue,and even though ive hinted on some things,its really just an all around ,hey what if, kinda thing.. a sort of make u think,or fill in the blanks. man kind gets arrogant because it conquers one mystifying goal but gets dumfounded over the 20 thqat it uncovers, yet as long as there is something to figure out,a defying law of nature,or an illusive problem of the minds,something to make us feel as if we belong,then i think we are gonna be alright. sometimes we just have accept it as it is and go on to the next thing,cause insainty is short following the one who mulls over anything for to long.

i give up im done trying, im done crying im through with bullshit cause im close to dying all i do is give of myself and im starting to realize that im running out of myself to give. and although ive tasted tru love,i know it will come yet again,but what offering will i have if i give everything there is to give. to some this wont make sense,to most this will hit home, but its my turn, its my turn to take, its my turn to recieive, , its my turn to feel.. and damnit.....its about time... to all males out there, stop being so fucking selfish and learn what it means to Appreciate your women. because if you dont they will find someone who will and you wont have anyone to blame but yourself,fucking wake the fuck up.. and to females... PLEASE STOP ...and i cant stress this enough, please stop judging men by those past ecperiences that u have had from the above mentioned,if a man isnt giving u what u need/want, then move the fuck on and consider it a lesson lerned, but dont let it cloude your judgement and have it bleed over onto your next possible relationship... every new one should be handled as such... and i mean clean slate, learn from your mistakes,but dont make a man work harder then he should just to make up for the last mans mistake..fucking hell, so..... my rant is almost at an end but i will say this, fuck you, fuck u if u think im gonna make everything right that went wrong in ur last relationship,im not him... and fuck you fuck you if u think that u can get in her pants by telling her what she wants to hear...it men like u that make it worse for uis real guys that really wanna go somewhere and show a girl a real good time and to both sides.... i say this.... stop bitching about what the other sex is doing wrong and move on to something real.... if u cant figure that out then ur truly lost..