It was a beautiful day sun was out, not too hot nor too cold and i was just enjoying the day with my friend Jenn. The kids were in the house which was by the lake. All of a sudden my phone tells me i got a text and its from my ex wondering if ii could postpone our court date because he cant make it. I told him I would try, not really meaning a word of it and fuming inside that he would even ask me that. I told Jenn that i needed a pack of cigarettes so i left to go get them on my way back home i get a phone call from my exes grandparents telling me that they love me and to be careful after hanging up im wondering what that phone call was all aboutwhen i hear a loud buzzing inside my ear. I look up and notice that the wind had picked up and the skys were a dark menacing color and thats when i see the tornado i run from it barely dodging it and everything else getting picked up with it. I run towards my house only i got lost and cant find my way back. The only thing on my mind is to get to my kids. Its all I'm worried about, all i care about. I didnt want to lose them. I duck into a public bathroom and realize that not only was it not the safest place to be because of all the pipes, and the bricks but that my kids still were at the house and needed their mommy so i leave. I still cant find the house and i see my friend Jenn's house she runs to the door yelling at me to get inside and i go in. By this time the rain is pelting down and beginning to lightening the sky is almost pitch black. I ask her where my house is, that i cant find it so she tells me that its behind her by the water. I look out and the water has waves crashing back and forth. I start to head out the door when i hear jenn telling me that theres no way for me to get to them, ignoring her i go outside seeing 2 tornados that have touched and one forming i realize i am soaked to the bone and my clothes are sticking to me slowing me down considerably. I make it to the porch when lightening strikes the ground below me and i see the electricity traveling along the sidewalk till it dissipates i look back and theres jenn telling me to get inside that theres nothing I can do. My stomach begins to hurt and i slowly trudge back looking up at the sky which now is black and red as if it were on fire and i scream. I scream from every deep recesses of my heart because not only could i not get to my kids but i wasnt there for them and that i may never see them again.