I hate that I gave my entire heart and soul to someone and he broke it. I don't understand how you can go from making wedding plans with someone, then within 4 months totally change your mind but not tell them. Lie and say you are going to the other side of the U.S because a friend died, then end up screwing someone who you used to date that cheated on you years ago and broke your heart. What really gets me is somehow it is all my fault.....