Simply Phenomenal's blog: "My Blogs"

I'm really getting sick & tired of the crap going on. First of all I've got LAX that I'm dealing with then this punk Adam shows up and says what he did on my page. It's not gonna fly. If you have a problem with me fine & dandy get over it or just ignore me because I'm dealing with LAX and the rest of you who have a problem with me can wait. As for my friends I love you all thanks for everything. You guys & girls rock! ~AJ~

I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I'm not great. I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted. I'm sorry I'm not your fate. I'm sorry for being busy. I'm sorry for having problems. I'm sorry for not giving you everything. I'm sorry for having people to worry about. I'm sorry I'm not the best there is. I'm sorry I'm human and have my own problems. I'm sorry I'm not the one who does everything you want. I'm sorry for having feelings and not thinking about you 24/7. I can only be me and there's nothing you can do. I can only be me and if you don't like it then f*ck you. I can only be me and if you have a problem with it then I don't need you. I can only be one person and that person is me. You deal with it or not it's up to you but if you decide to not deal with it then I give you a big f*ck you.

This is a poem I wrote that I hope you like. It's just something sad but my feelings. ************************************************* "Have You Ever? Because I Have" Have you ever thought that the day was rough? Because I have Have you ever wanted to just close yourself from the world? Because I have Have you ever tried to change to make others happy? Because I have Have you ever hurt so bad you just cried all day? Because I have Have you ever been in love and then wound up with a broken heart? Because I have Have you ever wished you could make everyone happy? Because I have Have you ever wondered what it was like to be popular? Because I have Have you ever thought of what could have been? Because I have Have you ever wished you could turn back time? Because I have Have you ever wondered what goes through everyone's mind? Because I have Have you ever been stressed so bad you just want people to go away? Because I have Have you ever felt like the world was against you? Because I have Have you ever wondered what it would be like to find the one you love? Because I have Have you ever asked yourself what you've done wrong? Because I have Have you ever felt like you could do nothing right? Because I have Have you ever wished you could do something to help another? Because I have Have you ever wished on a star and it came true? Because I have Have you ever been so upset that you just let your anger go in the wrong way? Because I have Have you ever thought that the one you loved would be taken from you? Because I have Have you ever wished that you could be loved? Because I have Have you ever asked yourself what you could do to make a name for yourself? Because I have Have you ever wondered what people really think about you? Because I have Have you ever asked God for real friends to count on? Because I have Have you ever just wanted to feel like you belonged? Because I have Have you ever felt like you could do no wrong? Because I have Have you ever wished people would stop and think about you? Because I have Have you ever wished the world would be a better place? Because I have Have you ever cried yourself to sleep night after night? Because I have Have you ever felt like noone cared about you and you're alone? Because I have Have you ever wished you could be perfect? Because I have Have you ever sat in your house and looked out your window and only saw the cruel world? Because I have Have you ever put yourself in someone's shoes and felt their pain? Because I have Have you ever wanted to run away from it all? Because I have Have you ever felt like you weren't ment to be here? Because I have Have you ever been told that you weren't someone the person wanted you to be? Because I have Have you ever been told that you're not worth a damn thing? Because I have Have you ever been told that you aren't worth someone's time? Because I have Have you ever been told you deserved to die? Because I have Have you ever been told that someone loved you but they really didn't? Because I have