Cletus bassist 4 life Stars real life hu...'s blog: "Music"

(I'm thirsty - And weary from the heat As the Sands rinse the hands of time I will suck the venom from your wound If you will do the same and suck from mine,) (You and I - Were ruined by This desert between us I walked through the valley and stared into death) (This instance of a distance Designed to defeat us And still her face I can't seem to forget) The war you wage Forever the life that you pay Something wrong in you Comes alive in your veins Lose yourself in some kind of Hell A new version of where you are now Truth's unveiled You'll never ever get out (At a glance - Sudden avalanche Suffocated me within Gasping for air I can't breathe) (Paralyzed - I've been sterilized And cleansed of my sin In a state of suspended belief) Somewhere along the way Time changes everything We all disintegrate It's running out, (Taunted by time Imposing it's certainty Absolute always Stopping for nothing This race cannot be won) (So days it crawls While other days it flies It feeds on our flaws And knows no compromise Inevitable rise of the sun Time what have I become) Somewhere along the way Time changes everything We all disintegrate It's running out, The war you wage Somewhere along the way It's running out.

My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Shit adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much, too far, too late to lie down now. I must arm myself to fight you by making weapons out of my imperfections. It's all I have left. There's no other choice. I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and no one now. But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless. But I'm dead inside. You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside. Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive at the bottom.