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What are you waiting for?
this cannot happen. how can this be?
this doesn't happen. Not to people like me!
How could I lose it? When did it end?
Can I start over..can I try this...again?
it didnt come with instructions, or a little note
not on the net or even a how-to to quote.
Do I work too much? maybe work more.
Tell me how to tend this wound... this open sore.
maybe I'm broken with no hope for a cure.
then why do I stay here what the catch? whats the lure?
Oh God push either way off the the cliff or to soft ground
Anythings better than gagged and bound
tossed in the dark with a blindfold of hope
or denial, just a way to cope.
Either way I am tired, my reservses are gone
but God knows this, He provides strength..will give me my song
"So get up Damn You! Youll never understand
That as long as I have your hand
You will be stronger. You will prevail!"
Cause it's not about me, I just tell the tale
of a weak man who pushed on to give reason
to the next one who goes through this season.
I am well with that.
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure.
Trust me I don't need it anymore.
I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcasm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite.
Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasn't an intentional action.
So anybody who needs this procedure
lets start a support group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?)
My son said it best;
"I know it in my head.
it gets messed up on the way to my mouth."
-Brillant and simple statement
