9am... wtf am i doing awake now.... hungover and allt hat crap. yes for once in my life i was at home drinking beer trying to foget the pain in my heart. didnt really work so im gonna try again today. i just wrote this in swedish @ badboll.nu so i dont feel like typeing it all in english again. sorry but i got a lot of luv and alot of pain in my heart the rest you can figure out youtself. soooo yester day i didnt eat anything at all. i forgot about it and started drinking beer. i got so drun i was forgetting about the pain for a while.. but it came back to med more and ahrder in the morning now. atm it feels like i just wanna cry. but i will pull myself together. what else... yeah didnt fele like type anything yesterday for my blog, maybe a lil but nothing seroius. i am so tired atm. thinking about getting something small to eat and watch some tv, maybe get another hour of sleep later. and im gonna aks for some money to go buy some food for today, im hungry for veggies!!! well im off for now gonna watch some tv and grab sum small to eat as i just said. hugz & kisses
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