DJ Sever's blog: "More About Me"

Here are some things i liked when i was a kid. Army Men oh yes the little green and brown plastic guys with guns and some had mine sweepers as well. Man i remember dividing my room in to two parts setting up the field and having a war. I would throw small projectiles a crossed the room back in forth and who ever was the last team standing won the war!!! I also liked the Super Van City the van would unfold into a small city which had an airport, drag strip, bank, a canyon it had a school as well and yes i had Micro Machines the little tiny ass car but damn those things rocked i also had a Micro Machines construction play set with a bridge and a crane and i had one that had a cliff with a skull and a bridge you would push a button by the skull and it would blow up. Another thing i liked was K-Nex they would kind of like legos i had a big bin full of them i had a motorcycle i made from a K-Nex kit i used to make all sort of fun stuff with them. oh yea and what kid didn't have Hot Wheels cars and tracks I had a Cris Cross Crash track and if i remember right a G Force track as well and a shit load of Hot Wheels Cars and i had my SNES as well :p

 Here are ten things about my you didnt or did know

  1. I am a good Friend
  2. I am careing
  3. I am opened minded
  4. I am expermental
  5. I am honest
  6. I am Protective when the times are needed
  7. I Can Keep Your Personal  Secrets that you tell  Me inside of me like  Vault
  8. I look threw other peoples prospectives before acting out or saying anythinf
  9. I like Goth Chicks ( and for the people who wanna lable me cuz i like something different PISS OFF)
10. I have an odd stress reliver wich is being bittin on the neck it can be with fangs or with out fangs i perfer with  there you go

Vampire Article - The Washington Post, courtesy of the AVA 
- A Vampire's Life? It's Really Draining - Washington Post

http://www. washingtonpost. com/wpdyn/content/story/2008/11/14/ST2008111401409. html

A Vampire's Life? It's Really Draining
Forget 'Twilight.' These Folks Pale in Comparison to the Stereotype.

By Monica Hesse
Washington Post Staff Writer
Monday, November 24, 2008; Page C01

The vampire drank cola at the movie because the vampire does not drink blood. She remarked that the giggling teenagers buying popcorn in their capes were really, really great, but the vampire herself wore jeans and a gray T-shirt, as she breaks out vamparaphernalia only for special occasions. And after the 9:15 showing of the new hit film Twilight, the vampire went straight home with her teenage son, because the vampire is a doting mom.

The vampire is Linda Rabinowitz, also known as Selket. She's in her thirties, lives in central Virginia and radiates warm approachability. If you needed a quarter to get on the bus, she is the stranger you would ask.

If you maintained eye contact for too long, though, she might be tempted to quietly sip away at your energy, or prana, leaving you a little fatigued, because that is what empathic and psychic vampires feed on, and that is what Rabinowitz says she is. But she would never actually do that, because good vampires -- both psychic and blood-consuming sanguinarians -- operate under the Black Veil, a strict code of ethics that stipulates feeding only off willing donors.

What did you expect, some kind of monster?

Every time Hollywood comes out with an undead movie -- pale skin, exposed throats, eternal lust -- everyone wants to talk to real vampires. Twilight -- which made $70.6 million over the weekend and recounts the love story of human teen Bella and vampire teen Edward -- is no exception.
(Hey! Tyra just had one on her show -- some woman called Vampyra who lights her son on fire and says he likes the rush!)

Vampyra is exactly what the vampire community does not need right now.

Because frankly, they are sooo over the negative exposure. Over explaining that many of them really like sunlight, over teaching that vampires are born and not made, over answering such questions as: Do you really sleep in coffins and never die? Please, people. Please.

Vampires, depressingly, are Just Like Us.

Linda Rabinowitz (a.k.a. Selket), of central Virginia, says she's an empathic and psychic vampire who feeds on human energy. A good place to find it? Applebee's, she says. Linda Rabinowitz, a self-described psychic vampire, usually feeds off the vitality of a willing donor, but says she can take ambient energy from crowds.
(By Dominic Bracco Ii -- The Washington Post)

* * *

I really look at my condition as more of an energy deficiency, says one 27-year-old Washingtonian, whose condition, she says, is vampirism. She goes by Scarlet in the vampire community, but she -- like many vampires -- does not allow her real name to be printed because she has not come out of the coffin in real life. I don't always produce enough energy to sustain myself, Scarlet says. She noticed this deficiency while a child, she says, and awakened as a vampire in her teens.

So the woman, who recently relocated from the South, occasionally needs to take a little energy from her boyfriend. Just a teaspoon of blood, once every week or 10 days, and always collected with disposable single-use lancet. Safety first, safety first. Feeding is not as parasitic as people think, she says. It's more of a reciprocal thing. While she has an energy deficiency, she says, her boyfriend has an energy surplus. He'd been a little hyperactive, and now he can actually sleep through the night. It's almost medicinal, really.

Rabinowitz is just as discriminating when it comes to empathic feeding. I stay away from people with medical issues, she says. There's just too much complex emotion there. Also, no drunks, no druggies, no head cases, and I try to stay away from people who are evil, basically. Although she most often feeds from one willing donor (most often, her long-term partner), she is able to take in ambient energy from crowds, without people even realizing. Places such as Hard Times Cafe and Applebee's can be good spots, she says, because of the generally positive energy.

Think of this next time you're noshing on Nachos Nuevos.

At this point, it seems wise to address the fact that we are giving serious discussion to vampires. Or, at least, people who genuinely believe they are vampires. Because vampires are something that we've been taught are not, er, real.
And if they are, shouldn't they be slinking around a Transylvanian forest wearing a cravat?

The vampires expect this reaction, and they are prepared for it.

We're taking advantage of the release of 'Twilight'  to try to get some truths out, says Michelle Belanger, a prominent psychic vampire and author of The Psychic Vampire Codex. For example, did you know that New York has at least 1,000 self-identified vampires? If we take that as a sample, Belanger says, it's less than 1 percent, but we'd still have tens of thousands worldwide.

Repeat: Tens of thousands of people believe they are vampires. It is hard, however, to verify this, seeing as it's a self-selecting title, and each vampire might have a different definition of what it means to be vampirical.
Some are more Anne Rice, some are more Aren't you my yoga instructor?

* * *

Down in Georgia, the Atlanta Vampire Alliance and its research arm, Suscitatio Enterprises LLC, have been working for two years to collect useful data on the community.
More than 700 vampires have answered hundreds of survey questions, and from the study we learn that vampires:

1. Have much higher rates of asthma, migraines and anemia than normal humans.

2. Most commonly live in California, followed by Georgia, Texas, New York and Ohio. (The District does not have a high concentration -- House Eclipse was the most prominent vampire group in the area, but its Web site does not appear to be updated regularly.

3. Are an average age of 28.

Also, only 17 percent of vampires drink blood; 31 percent are solely psychic, and the rest are hybrids.

The keeper of this data is J. Collins, who is also the administrator for Voices of the Vampire Community, which Collins describes as kind of like the United Nations of Vampires, except that it exists purely to disperse information and does not govern.

On Friday afternoon, Collins, who goes by the vampire name Merticus, was fielding media requests for interviews with vampires. He casually rattled off the schedule of just about every major vampire in the United States. Father Sebastiaan was in New York, briefly, before heading off to Paris. Don Henrie, a lifestyler who really does sleep in a coffin, just taped Maury Povich and was heading back to Las Vegas with his manager. Belanger was giving a lecture on vampires at a college in Florida.

We really hope that the fruits of what we're doing now will lead to us being understood later, he said. The VVC exists to help vampires form a cohesive community, present a united front.

Of course, as with any community, there have been internal struggles:

Psychic vampires have perceived sanguinarians as rudimentary brutes, while blood vampires had a very hard time accepting that psychic vampires are legitimate, Belanger says. She sighs. It boiled down to: Oh, sure, 'I'm taking your energy, I'm taking your energy.' [Sanguinarians] have a hard time wrapping their brains around the psychic stuff.

Anyway. That hatchet was mostly buried a few years ago, Belanger says, especially after Sanguinarius, a respected blood-drinking vampire (and founder of the resource site http://Sanguinarius. org), changed an earlier antagonistic position and came out in support of unity.

In a phone interview, Sanguinarius, whose real name is Elizabeth, wholeheartedly expresses solidarity, but goes on to say that psychic vampires concern themselves as much as we do with ethics . . . but all ethics aside, they could just walk into some place, and pick some person, and feed on them until the person flops down and twitches. The cops can't do anything because it's not illegal. Now if I did that . . .

You can understand the frustration.

You can also understand the inter-community annoyance, which sounds pretty much like run-of-the-mill interoffice tension (Oh, sure, she has kids, so she gets to leave at 5. Now if I tried that . . .).

It's all so borrring, so very borrring. Deep down, deep way down, we don't really want vampires to be just like us, because we are pretty lame. Deep down, we know that if we really have nothing to fear, then we also have nothing to be titillated by, nothing to make us shriek, then laugh, then shriek again. No, no, don't suck my blood! Or do. Okay, do.

It's doubly depressing to learn that some academics are viewing vampires as less mythical creature, more identity group. It's the next step in society's evolution, says Joe Laycock, author of the forthcoming Vampires Today: The Truth About Modern Vampires. See, in the Middle Ages people didn't really consider themselves as individuals, Laycock explains. These modern 'Who am I?' questions are very new. Self-identified vampires take it to the next logical progression: Maybe I can't take for granted that I'm human. Maybe who I am is not a person at all.

In the future, we will all be vampires.

In Twilight, the sensitive vampire Edward can scale trees in seconds, can stop moving cars with an outstretched hand, can read people's minds, and gets all glittery when he stands in the sunlight.

When Rabinowitz is asked whether she possesses any of these skills -- any at all -- she thinks about it for a second. I do have a heightened sense of smell when she feeds, she says. And, of course, she can read people's energy, which is not exactly like reading people's minds, but it's something.

The energy in the movie theater, for example, was really happy. A lot of people overcome with excitement and emotion. Personally, she loved the movie. Unlike previous vampire movies, she thought this one went a long way toward showing that vampires are complex, multifaceted beings. Regular folk.

Vampires should be pleased.

We average humans are a little disappointed

Imformation on the vampire / goth coulter from the ALANTA VAMPIRE ALLIANCE

 Vampires

A vampire is essentially an energy feeder or blood drinker that may display various levels of psychic ability. While the causality, interpretation, and sometimes even the “proper” spelling of vampirism are debated, vampires are generally individuals who cannot adequately sustain their own physical, mental, or spiritual well-being without the taking of blood or vital life force energy from other sources; often human. Without feeding the vampire will become lethargic, sickly, depressed, and often go through physical suffering or discomfort. Vampires often display signs of empathy, sense emotions, perceive auras, and are generally psychically aware of the world around them. To a degree, the specifics of vampirism manifest differently on an individual basis and these nuances sometimes insulate the confusion in defining the vampiric range of ability and experience. The alternate spelling of “Vampyre” is sometimes used depending on the path from which one approaches vampirism. There are numerous vampiric Paths, Houses, Orders, Associations, and Groups within the vampire community that exist both online and offline; often each having their own unique philosophies, teachings, ethical tenets, and protocols.

 Sanguinarian Vampires

Sanguine or sanguinarian vampires feed by the drinking of blood - either human or animal. Sanguinarian vampires can vary in their experience of blood hunger and in how often or in what quantities they need to feed, but the unique craving for blood and the physical symptoms associated with neglecting to drink blood are unifying features of sanguinarian vampirism. The consumption of blood from human sources is facilitated through a consensual agreement by verbal or written contract between vampire and donor. Not all members of the vampire community actually acknowledge the difference between psychic and sanguinarian vampirism, and there is a popular but not universally-held theory within the vampire community that the life force energy or prana contained within the blood is the source from which they feed, rather than any physical component of the blood itself. This theory is supported by the notably small amount of blood that vampires consume to alleviate their hunger; usually one to two tablespoons, but challenged by the fact that vampires who consider themselves primarily blood drinkers often do not display as many or any of the psychic tendencies that psychic vampires do, and more often report more physical symptoms, such as sense acuity and physical strength, than do the psychic vampires.

Psi or Psy Vampires

Psi Vampires are understood to feed psychically on life force energy. Psi (or psy) feeding is usually performed on a willing individual or from the ambient energies of a large group or crowd. This term is often mistakenly confused with the pop psychology use of psychological vampire, used as a metaphor to describe specific socially manipulative behaviors. Psi vampire, refers to a vampire who feeds by some manner of energy transfer; this term may also be shortened to psivamp. Psy vampire, and psychic vampire are sometimes considered synonyms for psi vampire, but are also sometimes employed as separate terms with distinctive meanings. For example, psi is often employed as a synonym for ESP phenomena in parapsychology, and psy is short for either psychic or psychological. Those who make distinctions between these terms may use these meanings as the basis for their reasoning. 

 Hybrid Vampires SangPsi

Hybrid (Combo) or Psi/Sang Vampires claim to have no primary feeding method, being able to feed from either source at any time. Others report changing their primary feeding source from energy to blood, or vice versa, at various points in their lives. Some, but not all, vampires who can feed or have fed via both methods choose to describe themselves as Psi/Sang or Hybrid (Combo) vampires. Still other Community members go further to define sub-classes of vampirism based on the detailed methods and sources of psychic feeding. These classes are most often distinguished from one another based on the type of energy gained. Those who feed from natural or elemental energy, and those who feed from humans either during sexual contact, during magickal rituals, or during times of high emotional output may be described as specific types of vampires. Further subcategories of psi feeding energy exist, including terminology to describe those who feed from direct contact with the human aura, those who feed from the ambient energy of crowds and public places, those who can only absorb certain kinds of emotions, etc.

PS2

RPG,s

1 Final Fantasy X
2 Final Fantasy XII
3 Kingdom Herts
4 Kingdom Hearts 2
5 Dragin Quest VIII
6 Persona 3 fes

ACTION
1 GTA: SA
2 DMC3
3 MGS
5 MGS2
5 MGS3
6 Tomb Raider Anneveryd

Fighting
1 Tekken 5

Suvivel
1 Resident Evil 4

PSP

RPG

1 Final Fantasy
2 Crisis Core Final Fantasy VII
3 Monster Hunter Port
4 Final Fantasy tatices
5 Persona

Action

1 Castelvaina Drac x
2 MGS Port Ops
3 GoW CoO

Suviver

1 Silent Hill Orgins

Racing
Burnout Legends

PS3

RPGs

1 Fallout3
2 Marvel AU
3 cross Edge
4 White Knight Cronicales
5 Dragon Age: origins (CE)
6 Star Ocean TLH [int]

Action

1 MGS4
2 GTA4
3 DMC4
4 Ninja Gaiden Sigma
5 Assassons Creed
Suviver

1 Dead Space
2 Resident Evil 5

there you guys go

Rock/Metal

Disutrbed
Album

-Industructible

Dope
Albums

-No Regrets
-Life

DragonForce
Albums

-Inhuman Rampage
-Vally of the Damned
-Sonic firestorm

Fear Factory
Albums

-Demanufacture 2 disk 10th ann.
-Best of Fear Factory
-HoteFiles

Godsmack
Albums

-Awake
-Faceless
-Godsmack

GreenDay
Album
-American Idiot

Guns N Roses
Albums

-Appetite for Destruction

InFlames
Album

-The Tokyo Showdown

Korn
Albums

-Follow The Leader
-Issues
-Greatest Hits Vol.1
-life is Peachy
-See you on The Other Side

Linkin Park
Albums

-Hybrid Theory
-Meteora
-Minutes to Midnight
-Collision Course

Marilyn Manson
Albums

-Lest We Forget (Best Of)
-Mechanical Animales

Metallica
Albums

-Best of Metallica
-Metallica
-industrial Tribut to Metallica 1&2

Nickelback
Albums

-The Long road
-For All The Right Reasons

papa Roach
Albums

-Infest
-Getting Away With Murder

Queen
Album

-Greatest hits Queen (Red Coverd Album)

Rob Zombie
Albums

-Americane Made Musice To Strip Too
-Hillbilly Deluxe
-Past,Present and Future Greatest Hits
-The Sinister Urge

Shinedown
Albums

-Leave A Whisper
-Us and Them
-the Sound of Madness

System Of A Down

-Toxicity
-mesmerized

The Offspring
Album
-Greatest Hits Best Of

Three Days Grace
Album

One X

My Chemical Romance
Albums

-Welcome to the Black Parade
-Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge

 Industrial

Combichrist
Albums

-Get Your Body Beat
-Frost EP Sent to Destory
-Everybody Fucking Hates You
-What The fuck Is Wrong With You People
-Today We Are All Demons

Covenant
Albums

-Dead Stars
-Ritual Noise
-United States of Mind

Front 242
Album

-Head Hunter 2000

KMFDM
Albums

-WWIII
-KMFDM Extra Vol.3
-Angst

Nine Inch Nails

-Head Like a hole
-Only
-Closer to God
-Petty Hate Michine
-The Hand that Feeds
-The Downward Spiral

Razed In Black
Albums

-Oh My Goth
-Damaged diskes 1&2
-Overflow
-Shriekes, Laments and Anguished Cries

She Wants Revenge
Albums

-She Wants Revenge
-Writtin in Blood
-B-Sides
-True Romance
-This is Forve
-These Things EP

Suicide Commando
Albums

-Bind Torture Kill
-Cause of Death Suicide
-Axis of Evil
-Hellraiser
-mindstrip
-Anthology 1&2
-Stored Images
-This is Hate
-Critical Stage
-1st Tape
-Black Flowers
-X20 Best of Suicide Commando
-X20 Best of Suicide Commando Remix Album
-Die Motherfucker Die

VNV Nation
Albums
-Mater   Form
-Empires
-Future perfect
-P.T.F (praise the fallin)

Apopygma Berzerk
Albums

-The Singles Collection
-Eclipse EP
-katheys song EP
-Welcome to Earth
-Suffer in Silance
-In This Togeather
-you and Me against Thhe World
-Ashes to Ashes

TranceTechno

Darude
Albums

-Lable This
-Before the Storm
-Rush

BassHunter
Albums

-The Bassmichine
-Bota Anna
-BasshunterIII

DJ Teisto
Album
-Element of Life

Eiffel 65
Albums

-Eiffel 65
-europop
-Contect

Paul Oakenfold
Albums

-A Lively Mind
-A Voyage Into Trance
-Bunnka
-Tranceport
-Perfecto Persents: Paul Oakenfold

ok that is all my music for now

First of all you guys should already know bout my Medical story if not here is a recap i was born 2 month early weighting 1PD 10 OZ with a hole in my heart. I went threw 3 opend heart sugeries to to patch the hole. Late last year i  went into cardic arrest my heart rate shot up to 300 beast and i went out basicly  died as work out side and 3 more ttimes at the hosbital. the Death was the Doc fault. I had to do an EP test where they put a cather there your lead witha tiny camra and eletrods hokked to it. The point for the test was to see if the could get my heart rate back up to 300 beats and the did after that . The doc had to use defibbulator to kill me for a  min and restart me. Once the fount the proble, i had to go back under again to put in whats called an ICD ot implanrable Cardica Defibbulator with is a Defibbulator and a Pace Maker in one device once the icD was in the doc had to test it otherword get my heart rate back up just to llokk me again lol so all in all I have been DEAD 3 times lol There you go more about me