Misty's blog: "Misty eyes"

I'm looking for something in red Something that's shocking to turn someone's head Strapless and sequined and cut down to there Stockings and garters and lace underwear The guaranteed number to knock the men dead I'm looking for something in red I'm looking for something i green Something to out do an ex-high school queen Jealousy comes in the color of jade Do you have some pumps and a purse in this shade And a perfume that whispers "Please comes back to me" I'm looking for something in green I'm looking for something in white Something that shimmers in soft candlelight Everyone calls us the most perfect pair Should I wear a vail or a rose in my hair Well,the train must be long and the waist must be tight I'm looking for something in white I'm looking for something in blue Something real tiny,the baby's brand new He has his father's nose and his chin We once were hot lovers now we're more like friends Don't tell me that's just what old married folk do I'm looking for something in blue I'm looking for something in red Like the one that I wore when I first turned his head Strapless and sequined and cut down to there Just a size larger that I wore last year The guaranteed number to knock the nam dead I'm looking for something I've gotta have something I'm looking for something in red

They kissed goodbye at the terminal gate She said, "You're gonna be late if you don't go" He held her tight, said, "I'll be alright I'll call you tonight to let you know" He bought a postcard, on the front it just said Heaven With a picture of the ocean and the beach And the simple words he wrote her Said he loved her and they told her How he'd hold her if his arms would reach Wish you were here, wish you could see this place Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face The weather's nice, it's paradise It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here" She got a call that night but it wasn't from him It didn't sink in right away, ma'am the plane went down Our crews have searched the ground No survivors found she heard him say But somehow she got a postcard in the mail That just said Heaven with a picture of the ocean and the beach And the simple words he wrote her Said he loves and they told her How he'd love her if his arms would reach Wish you were here, wish you could see this place Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face The weather's nice, it's paradise It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here" The weather's nice, in paradise It's summertime all year and all the folks we know They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here" Wish you were here Sometimes I find myself, just wishing for something so bad. Wishing that all the pain and hurt to go on its own journey away from me. Away from my grips. Sometimes it never goes away. Just him. He leaves. Please come home.

I've changed the presets in my truck so those old songs don't sneak up they still find me and remind me yeah you come back that easy try restaurants I've never been to order new things off the menu that I never tried cause you didn't like two drinks in you were by my side I've talked to friends I've talked to myself I've talked to God I prayed liked hell but I still miss you I tried sober I tried drinking I've been strong and I've been weak and I still miss you I've done everything move on like I'm supposed to I'd give anything for one more minute with you I still miss you I still miss you baby I never knew til you were gone how many pages you were on it never ends I keep turning and line after line and you are there again I dont know how to let you go you are so deep down in my soul I feel helpless so hopeless its a door that never closes no I don't know how to do this I heard this song and I cant help but realize just how much my life was impacted by him. Still is to this day. I have been married for so long now, the thought of him wanting this divorce haunts my sleep now. After so many years of being a faithful companion, after being full of love and respect for him and what he does for a living. I figured we were to be together forever. At least that is what our vows said; "Till death do us part" Both of us very much so living. He is in Iraq. Been there for 14 months now. He says this war has changed his attitude and he no longer finds the simples pleasures in life. He says he has lost faith in everything. Even us. Meanwhile, I am here praying for his safe return, praying for his love to come back, praying he dont go through with wanting this divorce. Life, it comes at you like a freight train bounding down the tracks at mach speed. Smacks right into you. It is at that point you wonder what the hell just happened.