Leo thanks you's blog: "mindless ramblings"

I have written several time in blog entries about the "game" and I am more and more troubled by the way some play. The constant need to be at the top even when others are just trying to level by doing something like the triple threat is extremely bothersome. Some decide they will run for it and get others at the top to help and altruize them for three days straight and bingo they have it while others have it posted and attempted it with no help from the tops that either have completed it or gotten their crowns. Do we collectively no longer help all or are we now becoming exclusive to a few people we "like". The site has already gone down hill with the changes that FU has implemented without making it worse by becoming a place where people only care for a select few. I personally don't have the "need" to be at the top every day like it appears some do that always seem to be constantly running bling day in and day out. whatever happened to lets all help so and so get the top 10 for three days and we help each other like we did in the past. As it is now those that don't have big dollars backing them don't really stand a chance to ever reach the top due to thoe in essense blocking the path to being able to level. I have never asked for help and have purchased my own bling unless someone bought me bling in a swap on a bigbonus day. I blame alot of this on FU for the changes they have made tho as they need the money, I mean face it they have a business to run so if I were in their shoes I would do the same. Just because FU makes changes we dont like does not mean we have to change for the worse to keep up with it. I guess what it all boils down to is that we are human and sometimes we as humans, we make poor choices with our selfishness that is deep down in ALL of us. Hopefully tho we will collectively will make the "choice" to go back to helping all, not just some. 

Will be changing the way I play the game, it seems some have forgotten its give and take. You get love, you give love. Still getting my health back in order, started on bp meds, found out that basically I have 1 lung that works the way it supposed to due to nerve damage from prior to my neck surgery 2 years ago thus there is paralysis of the diaphragm on the right side which means the right lung doesnt work  anywhere near where it should be and life has taken a strange turn. The good thing is a person can live on 1 lung but the idea is a scary thought. If you feel the need to remove me from your families or boost lists please feel free cause when I do run it will be for me and the people closest to me, love you all and to those that know me you know I truly care for people especially those that have been there and supported me from day 1.

First off I will say upfront I am NOT and will NOT apologize for anything posted here. Its your choice to read or not to read. I write and state my opinion on stuff as I see it at any given time and it tends to be from emotion so at any time I could change the opinion I expressed. This sucks as the old me when my wife was still here would have not let things bother me but I have become an emotional person since she passed.  The last entry was in my opinion an honest one and it was a growing one that I eventually had to express the way I did, it started long ago when levels 58 and 59 were introduced and the red requirement was brought into play. The last entry was a culmination of fu changing the game they way they did. So with that said from this day forward I am going to move ahead and enjoy fu the game as it is. Lets all have fun. 

Wow when the red fiasco was going on, the infighting that was occuring was pathetic but now I have stepped back and watched and one thing amazes me. Some not only are hooked on being red but even more so hooked on being no. 1. How the hell can anyone else do anything if you have those that are even more obsessed with no 1 as they are with being red. The game isnt fun if you step into it on a daily basis and dont have a chance because you have a life to live other than FU. I had actually thought about attempting another run at level 59 but now just dont really want it. There you heard it, I give up with trying for anything else here. Guess the phrase f-u would be most appropiate but I am just not that rude. 

My friends and family I thank each and every one of you for a good run to get to where I am. With this being said if ya find yourself not in family now that I am moving into my "second" year on fu, its probably because as I contemplate my existence here and time moving forward I dont want to hold anybody back from getting their fans or points or anything else. You just need to accept my smaller family size and move on. I will not make another run at 15k as for me it was for leveling purposes as the "crown" was going to be short lived anyway due to new levels supposedly being discussed by the higher ups. Again I want to say thank you for all you have done in helping me get this far but fu as it is has become too damn expensive to continue the way I have. Let the young bucks hungry for green and leveling spend the money and support it cause I won't anymore. 

Well friends its apparent some on fu like to spread rumors and false truths about others and for what, because they had a falling out and couldn't get along? Why do some find it necessary to spread untruths about another for their own personal gain. Again as my blog laid it out we as human beings need to find a way to get along and co-exist. What does one really gain by doing that? I will tell you what they gain-Not A darn thing other than to show there true colors. Stop and think prior to acting like a child. The ranking that some feel the "need" to get is extremely bothersome to me. You want to talk crap about others, to do things totally uncalled for and for what, A Rank, a few rates, to attempt to make yourself look good in others eyes. Why would one put themselves in a position to lose friends, to lose the precious rates and thus end up cutting their own throats regarding a rank or color of their name. Grow up and quit being pathetic people. Plus they want to hide what they write which amazes me.  

So I guess what it all boils down to I am not afraid to let everyone see how I feel and not make anything private. The only people who can't see anything written are those that are blocked for other reasons. When one hides they are doing nothing but showing how pathetic they truly are. 

Seems like I stepped on some toes a little hard yesterday. I will say this though, the best fu did was to get rid of the red requirement for level 58 so those that are hung up with it can stay there. As for me I don't care what others do, as I said in the first entry, we all came from the same place and am here for fun and enjoyment and am gonna have a good time and help those that "need" it. I buy bling for me and there were 2 times I asked for help/donations-my first happy hour and my 10k run. If I lose friends and family spots from this so be it cause that tells me where we really stood as friends anyway. I bought credits payday and will probably sit on those till I run out of powerups, then buy as needed till I decide what I am gonna do. Crown run tho probably wont happen cause 10k was stressful enough, 15k dont even want to think about it. I have some really good friends on here that I hope will remain good friends but as I said earlier if yesterday hurt, so be it. Have a good day.

Wow, this place never seems to amaze me, I talked about where we came from and now I see an even worse trend going on. My "friends" now seem to all be banding together forming alliances of fu marriage that in essence will block anyone new from ever having an opportunity to ever reach that top 10 status(red) for dudes and chicks. It truly shocks me some of the ones that are "engaged" or fu-married. This place when I think I have people figured out gets even more bizarre. So with that said now I have to truly step back and decide what I really want. I had pretty much decided on making the crown run again but now am deciding what and who I want to truly associate with. Guess only time will tell as I stop and re-evaluate my position here. Guess maybe completing 1 year on fu may be a miracle as this place gets seemingly more and more OUT OF CONTROL. 

RED, GREEN, OR NOT

Frustration has come to the forefront as of late and I must say its high right now if you couldn't tell from my status. We all started in the same place if I am not mistaken at level 0 and have had to work our way up through the ranks to get where we are, yet it seems I am approached on countless occasions where one boosts someone then message or sb as to why didn't they get boosted in return. I dont ask to get boosted but when I am making deals I am swapping spots so its mutually laid out up front. It seems like some have forgotten what the "game" is all about, Its about helping others, being friends and enjoying an online experience in an atmosphere where you can have FUN and not feel any obligation. I had a dear friend to me when I was running for top 10 that told me she would boost me that night cause we all came from the same place, she "gifted" me the boost even though I had offered to swap spots. Thats what the game is people, thats what life should be, people helping people. Of course with the way our country has gone I guess it really should not surprise me that some think they are owed cause thats where we have gone but we need to get back to where everything started, like in Rocky4 when hes running and sees that wagon stuck in the snow and he helps the Russian people out by helping them get it out of the snow and moving again. Ok so the movies and real life dont really seem to affect some on here but I have some that have "Real Life" issues and I still stand by them and will help them out because they are "true" friends. So what it boils down to: you are red and a top ranker, does that make you better than that level 25 person that needs help with leveling, I think not. Do not think cause you have been here longer and have a precious crown next to your name that you "deserve" more than everyone elose. It just means you have spent more money to attain that goal.