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Two things are definite in life: Change, and death.
Change is a constant thing. It can be the things around you, the people that you meet. Acquaintances can become your enemy. You could lose your livelyhood from some unprecedented event. People come and go all the time. Death is something that people are afraid of at first, but sooner or later must come to terms with. Inevitibly, we all suffer the same fate one way or another.
In life, I have learned that you can't really let things bother you. Things change. People are stupid, that's another thing that'll never change. But the circulation of stupidity will. Interesting, when you think about the paradox of ignorance in life. It's as if people are never taught the difference between right and wrong, or educated on the history of things. What their brains are filled of, is what someone only wants to tell them. Sugar coating shit never helps, only developing the incarnation false esteem and ego. But hey, who is the judge on that one? Are we truly going to survive as a human species?
Apparently, the life that was built for us in this day and time is something to be desired. I often find myself wondering how I got stuck in a time and place like this. The things in life that have been ripped from me, the only things that made me happy, are things that I can never get back. That's a change that I find hard to deal with. It's something that I think about daily. Whether or not it's going to break me down, is the only question that comes to mind. Often, I find myself wondering whether or not to continue living. I'm sure we all have those thoughts at one time or another. As much as I have been fighting that feeling... It grows stronger, something that can rot a person from the inside. It's something that may not change, like everything else. Bitterness is what i feel toward the likes of humanity; something that probably won't change either. I don't even know why I'm writing this bullshit right now. Maybe it's to get it off my chest. Either way, it's going to be one hell of a ride into oblivion.
