I would rather be watching a porn (No heartbreak that way) then dating any woman. If said woman wants to come over and watch and entertain with me and have said fun while watching(Hopefully the porn that is) that is okay. Why have the pain of having to deal with feelings (You cry because you think you are fat and ugly, well you think that then; My heart will not bleed for you) in a relationship. It is a waste(I may reconsider at some point but dont expect it) of time. So unless you are up to getting very drunk and having some safe fun you probably are not worth the time. Because if you want a relationship. I am going to believe that you are just clinging on for your own reasons. So I would rather not be asked for money (Get a job and pay your own bills everyone else has to) to help you with anything. If you would like a beer(Willing to party whenever) or some form of alcohol cool lets have one or more and have some fun.