Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "My closet...(content personal)"

I don't know why I am about to share this, no one really reads them...

I am hot, miserable, and lonely. 

I waste too much effort in the "fiction" section of my life. 

The reality is so simple. 

I am boring, I do nothing special, and all I am good for is one day of great conversation. It's not always that interest is lost on the other end...sometimes I withdraw as well. 

I am smarter than a 5th grader and more shrewd than a penny pinching jew(I am jewish) when I feel I am being lied to. I notice everything and it makes me CRAZY! 

I want all of you men to stop chasing the illusion you have of me. I am never going to be what you want. And the reality is you will never be what I need. 

So please just focus on a friendship with me because I want nothing more. I don't need any dreams or hopes built to be crushed. I am tired of this fantasy. I am over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So when you see me on broadcast enjoy the time I share and let me do my thing. I enjoy sharing my time with people, sometimes a simple smile is all they need to make themselves less lonely and sometimes that is all I need to make me feel like I am worth something. 

and my name changes are public displays I don't feel like explaining. ;)