BOOBOO's blog: "Mercy is my foe"

Such a sin Beauty mourned and grieved within My bosom Fore, love is the fool that tempts me Love and my lover's heart alone Keep me burning into the night Brighter than the sun or the heavens themselves Stars falling at my lover's feet to ashes Oh what a sin To love thee

Open this wound... Cut till it bleeds Down to bone Down to vein My blood spilling over Like the pain of my longing I am numb Broken Torn in two Destroyed by this pain But loving the affliction

Normally my head is a box of stars that I never dare to open.. but for some reason the overwhelming need to have diarrhea of the mouth is pressing me to just blog my emotions.. I am feeling quite alone in the world.. And Isolated... As if I am in a room full of people, but no one can hear me scream. Foes are Friends and Friends are Foes..And I feel that I am Alice tumbling down that hole.. Nothing is as it seems... Do you ever get so lonely that it almost becomes numbness... And you almost want to feel pain so that you just can feel something? You feel so raw like an open wound, that you can't fathom ever healing? The wound is gaping and I just can't keep up.. I am being torn asunder by the weight of it's need. I am broken and bruised by the sight of myself. What have I become?

Please me Oh.. torture this Heart entwined in gold jeweler's wire The needle sees And the finger is pricked With Desire How sharp the pain is to bleed through

Ok... Obviously I am a poet.. but it helps to get some feedback.. constructive criticism... so could you get some balls and leave a comment.. it can be in praise or in opposition.. just leave something damn it! Thanks! R

Muted red Crushed like velvet in my hands And against my lips Sticky sweet Warm-Pulsating Desire within my throat Your heart is too hard to digest Ravyn

I burn red Wanting his skin Tongue full of him Liquid man consume me Use this secret Teach the dark to love you As you are Ravyn

Unleash the lion that's caged within my soul Clawing it's way from the inside out Knawing at my heart, like a rare piece of meat Bleeding all over my senses, like a frightened animal My fear being attacked by the roar of it's longing My emotions stalked by the lion for it's prey Hungry for the knowledge, for the truth of the kill Pouncing from behind, leaving nothing, but remains A surprise attack finding the hunted, lost and lonely Terrified and motionless within the lion's grasp Dangerously close, yet, so far away is the victim I can smell the blood, taste the fear, that almost declares it And the lion is the longing that is raging from within me I being the hunter, you the hunted Ravyn

The heart is bruised Blackened by the sight of you Dripping punch drunk red down my existence I am lost,lonely, and scarlet This is the blood letting And I feel fine... Ravyn

Ok... I need to rant and rave and smash something beautiful... I am sooo fucking tired of people thinking that a big dick turns me on... (Although it does.. but still... ) You want to know what fucking turns me on?? Huh .. well do ya? Huh? Huh? O.K. I will tell you: What turns me on is fucking kindness... is it soo hard to be fucking kind? Grant it I can be a militant, aggessive, opinionated, blunt, judgemental wanker.. (Hey, I can fucking admit it) And I am sure at times it is difficult to be kind to the likes of me...But, I know what kindness is and what it isn't ... and I can say without a shadow of a fucking doubt, that I can be kind.... There is something sexy about kindness... you can be fucking gorgeous.. to the point where I am soaked through with turned on wetness.. but if you aren't kind.. well I have no fucking use for you... When someone can be thoughtful and kind.. that gets me fucking hot everytime... Another thing that fucking turns me on is: PASSION Someone who doesn't have passion for who they are and what they do just bores me beyond belief... If you want to fucking go through life without aim or reason.. be my guest.. but don't expect me to be turned on by that... I expect passion because I give passion.. I am passion... done.. Let's get right to the third thing on my "What get's me turned on" list shall we? SENSITIVITY Ah there is the big one... yes I know.. I can be as insensitive as toilet paper on a hemmorhroid.. but let's get one thing fucking straight... I have a very sensitive heart for those who finally get past the gauntlet..(I don't suffer fools lightly) and fucking expect the same respect.. now I don't want to deal with some tear stained emotional basket case.. but to see the sensitive side of someone's nature... i.e. compassion for others, (yes I know there are some who don't deserve it), gentleness in the way they interact with those who are suffering... etc.. etc... I hate insensitivity.. because insensitivity is just narcissism wearing the mask of an asshole.... #4 The smell of a chimney in winter turns me the fuck on... #5 A strong person... I don't mean muscles.. I mean an agressive personality.. someone who isn't afraid to put me in my place when I am wrong.. someone who isn't "afraid" to speak truth or rock the boat. Someone who knows what they want.. and will get it.. that's hot .. motivation is hot... I could list a million things that are hot.. but those will do for now... If you don't give a fuck about what I have to say... Well then vai in culo! For those who are interested.. well thank you.. (See.. Thank You.. Kindness right there)